Date: October 16, 2012
In the dream, I saw myself as a young child, two to three years old. A short, fat, grotesque man, dressed in khaki was standing behind me in the shadows at the back of the room. He was evil through and through and preyed on small children. He had abducted me and was sexually perverting me. The grotesque man was not satisfied with what he had done so and was about to take his molestation to a completely new level. I knew I had to escape before things got worse. I took off running for my mother and stood looking up at her. My heart cried out, “How could you have let this happen to me? Then, I realized she was not aware that this evil man had ever abducted me. Again, I cried out, “How could you not know?” Immediately after the dream ended I awoke, shaken and distraught. I wondered, “Was I abducted as a child? Perhaps, I was my mother hid it from me. I had to take this dream before the Lord and find out the meaning.
I had put it off blogging this dream for a year and one-half because I did not want to discuss it. However, on March 23, 2014, the Father gave me a dream in the night where He instructed me to blog the dream I titled “spiritual abduction”, which I had on October 16, 2012. I must be obedient to Him because He wants the bride of Christ to heal and gain understanding how the enemy has worked against us for most of our lives. I am so glad that God was in Christ reconciling the world unto Himself.
“Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creature; the old things passed away; behold, new things have come.” 2 Cor. 5:17
In the dream, the grotesque man represents a demon of sexual perversion. In order to pervert the soul and create a false identity, the demon slipped in early in my development years. Mother represents both herself and Holy Spirit as well. It show that God was with me even though I did not consciously understand it at the time and my birth mother is portrayed correctly as unaware of the demonic activity that was going on in secret in her home. I had to escape the grasp of the grotesque man. Evil always wants to escalate to a higher level of evil. If I did not escape the demonic influence then I would become even more perverted and eventually perish in my sins.
My mother was the one who raised my older sister, two older brothers, and me. She was the spiritually leader in the home as well. My father was not a man of faith. He worked in road construction and was away from home much of the time during my childhood years and that is why he is absent from the dream.
As a very young child, I had great interest in sexual matters. I spent many hours looking through the women underwear section of the Sears, Montgomery Ward, Spiegel catalogues. My interest in looking at the underwear models was not just normal boyhood curiosity but to learn and explore the opposite sex. I was a little pervert.
“Like a flitting sparrow, like a flying swallow, So a curse without cause shall not alight.” Pro. 26:2
My mom was a dear, loving godly woman who was the foundation of our home. She was a homemaker extraordinaire who carefully watched over her brood, so I know no sexual predator ever abducted me. She loved God and was the most selfless, generous, hospitable person, I have ever known. She made sure we were in church every Sunday. During my days, living in my parent’s home there was not anything evil or unclean ever presented to me by either of my parents other than my dad cussed a lot. On one occasion, I asked him if I could have a horse. He went into a wild cussing rage, which I took for a “NO!”
For forty years, I occasionally asked God why I had such an unhealthy interest in sexual matters as a child. I did not get the answer until He gave me the dream on October 16, 2012, and revealed that at a very young age, a demon entered into my young life and did a spiritual abduction of my life. The demon was there, cloaked, influencing my youngest thoughts as I developed so I would think, “this is just who and how I am”. It was there to corrupt and give me a false identity. In a sense, I never truly got to be “me” as a kid because of the strong, interfering influence of the corrupting demon.
I believe a preceeding generation sins opened a spiritual door, which allowed darkness access to our family. Understand that the same demons that torment your Grandparents or parents, upon their death, will first seek-out members along the family tree looking for a new home so they can continue their torment. The blood of Christ is our protection against evil. Satan is the father of lies, a thief, and a robber and hates the family structure implemented by God. He furiously attacks it is foundation in order to come in and devour you, your children, and your children’s children. It is vital people are covered by the blood of Christ in order to defeat the demons, which are battling us every day, so they are not passed down to your offspring.
“Be of sober spirit, be on the alert. Your adversary, the devil, prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour.” 1 Peter 5:8
My oldest brother had some of the same issues as I did and even worse. I do not think what I experienced is that uncommon but recognizing it is. If Satan has an opening, he will subtly slip in like the serpent he is and begin his evil influence in our lives in order to devour us. I hope many will read this and recognize how the Satan has been working against them since they were a child.
“Then another sign appeared in heaven: and behold, a great red dragon having seven heads and ten horns, and on his heads were seven diadems. 4 And his tail *swept away a third of the stars of heaven and threw them to the earth. And the dragon stood before the woman who was about to give birth, so that when she gave birth he might devour her child.” Revelation 12:3-4
Today we live in a much more open and perverted society than we had thirty, forty, or fifty years ago. The access to sexual content via the Internet, TV, XXX storefronts, and in movies has polluted souls in all levels of our society. Porn today is a multibillion dollar business; some place the value at over a one-hundred billion globally, thirteen billion in the United States alone. Keep your eyes on Jesus and away from porn.
“But if your eye is bad, your whole body will be full of darkness. If then the light that is in you is darkness, how great is the darkness!” Matthew 6:23
God wanted me to write about “spiritual abduction” and “false identity” so we can better understand some of our childhood issues. Perhaps, your childhood issues are similar to the ones I experienced and you have been seeking understanding as to why you are the way you were then or perhaps the way you are today. There is great hope in Christ. He is the Good News!
“And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.” Roman 8:28
God, The Awesome God, had finally answered my long-standing question about why I was the way I was as a child. I knew it was not truly, who I was, but I did not understand the cause of it. He gave me insight into the deceitful, dark world of what Satan is capable of doing and how he wants to destroy a child as early as he can with no exception to age or gender.
I came away from the dream with more understanding of why people live certain life styles. Through spiritual abduction, Satan perverts a person’s thinking which over time develops a false identity. A False identity causes a person to live a false life, believing that is their true self. We only begin to find out our true self in by going through the cross of Christ.
“for God is not a God of confusion but of peace, as in all the churches of the saints.” 1 Cor. 14:33
Whatever, is manifested in a person life is a result spiritual influence of some kind. When we walk in darkness, we manifest the deeds of darkness and the characteristics of Satan. However, if we walk in the light our lives manifest the deeds of light and the characteristics of the nature of God.
“For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the powers, against the world forces of this darkness, against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places.” Ephesians 6:12
I cannot count the times my mother would recall my Grandmother’s and Grandfather’s faith, love and kindness they demonstrated by their lives to God and others. I believe I am a beneficiary of their love and obedience to God. Read what Isaiah 59:21 declares over the godly pertaining to their generations.
“As for Me, this is My covenant with them,” says the Lord: “My Spirit which is upon you, and My words which I have put in your mouth shall not depart from your mouth, nor from the mouth of your offspring, nor from the mouth of your offspring’s offspring,” says the Lord, “from now and forever.” Isaiah 59:21
Even though the enemy held me in his grip, God made a way of escape through Jesus Christ. He is soon returning for His bride, so get ready by the mercies of Christ. He will show you anything that displeases Him and give you grace to overcome it.
Oh, what a great victory we have in Christ Jesus!
For I know the plans that I have for you,’ declares the Lord, ‘plans for welfare and not for calamity to give you a future and a hope. 12 Then you will call upon Me and come and pray to Me, and I will listen to you. Jeremiah 29:11-12
16 But I say, walk by the Spirit, and you will not carry out the desire of the flesh. 17 For the fleshsets its desire against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh; for these are in opposition to one another, so that you may not do the things that you please. 18 But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under the Law. 19 Now the deeds of the flesh are evident, which are: immorality, impurity, sensuality, 20 idolatry, sorcery, enmities, strife, jealousy, outbursts of anger, disputes, dissensions, factions, 21 envying, drunkenness, carousing, and things like these, of which I forewarn you, just as I have forewarned you, that those who practice such things will not inherit the kingdom of God. 22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23 gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law. 24 Now those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires. Gal. 5:16-24
“But thanks be to God, who always leads us in triumph in Christ, and manifests through us the sweet aroma of the knowledge of Him in every place. 15 For we are a fragrance of Christ to God among those who are being saved and among those who are perishing; 16 to the one an aroma from death to death, to the other an aroma from life to life.” 2 Cor. 2:14-16