The Footsteps of Angels

Footsteps of Angels

Journal Entry
Date: 12/28/2012

heb 1_14It was around 10:30 A.M. on a Tuesday and I was in my office, which is located upstairs in our home. I was working on a video production for a client when all of sudden, I heard the sound of what sounded like angels running around on the roof. The pace and urgency of the footsteps sounded if there were two angels engaged in warfare of some kind with another being of some sort. What it was I can’t be for sure. It just seemed in my spirit that this was what it was about. The footsteps only lasted about 10 seconds and then all was quiet once again.

Note* Our roof has a 1:1 pitch ratio, which means for every horizontal foot the elevation rises in by 1 foot making it impossible for anyone to be up there running around.


If we could only see the amazing host of angels that are all about us every day to render aid and provide ministry to us when we need it. And, not only to just the saints but to the ones whom have not yet acknowledged Jesus as Lord. I had a follow up dream to this experience which is titled “The Attack” and you can read at The Attack

Then Elisha prayed and said, “O LORD, I pray, open his eyes that he may see.” And the LORD opened the servant’s eyes and he saw; and behold, the mountain was full of horses and chariots of fire all around Elisha. 2 Kings 6:17

Jesus Christ died for mankind and His blood was sprinkled on the altar in heaven for all mankind. It is His desire that none should perish.

“My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me; and I give eternal life to them, and they will never perish; and no one will snatch them out of My hand. John 10:27-28

When I repented, I had to know from the Father why He allowed me to live when I was such a sinner and wayward for so many years. I had experienced many situations in which I should have died but each time I came out unharmed and very alive. Morning after morning, I continued to raise the question before Him, “Why did you not wipe me off the face of the earth Father? One morning, He responded, “Love is eternal.”  There is was as plain as could be. The character of God is love and it is not the human kind of love which has so many condition attached to it. This is God’s kind of love which makes no distinction due to our human conditions or deeds. He even loves those who have rejected Him.

Spiritual Warfare

Just because we can’t see the angels which surround us doesn’t mean that they are not there. Indeed they are all about us.

Are they not all ministering spirits, sent out to render service for the sake of those who will inherit salvation? Heb. 1:14

If it wasn’t for angels defending the saints, evil would be able to wipe us out even before we knew we were in danger. It would be that fast. WHAM…YOUR DEAD! But with angelic intervention we often have no idea that an attack even occurred. It just happened on this particular morning that I was allowed to hear the angel’s footsteps running around hastily on the roof, defending me from evil. The battle was short lived since God’s angels are so much mighty than we are.

“Whereas angels who are greater in might and power do not bring a reviling judgment against them before the Lord.” 2 Peter 2:11

We live in such a broken world and there is evil all about us daily. Hidden in the carnage of life there are many miracles occurring every second of the day. It has been that way since the beginning of man.

The living and loving God said to me, “Love is Eternal.” That’s the Father I know and love because He first loved me.

Bro. Bill






  • The Motel (Church) Visit – Part Two

    Journal Entry

    Title: The Motel (Church) Visit – Part Two
    Date: 4/13/2011

    I came to a particular town and was told to stay at a specific motel. I walked over to the motel and from the outside it seemed okay, but as I looked more closely at the room I could see something was terribly wrong. The room where people had stayed was in ruins and no longer suitable habitation. I knew the city authorities would soon condemn this room.

    eunuch makerAs I kept looking over the property for a suitable room to stay in I found an even bigger room, but it was an appalling ruin as well. It was made to hold a large group of people. Looking from my left to the right I could see rot, ooze and decay from the floor to ceiling. I looked farther to the right and saw many workers hurrying to plaster over the walls to cover up what was really there. As I stood in disgust at the chaotic scene, the motel owner’s wife came up to me and gave me a full frontal hug. She bounced her hips into mine as she whispered, “I love you”, in my ear, making every attempt to arouse me. She was lustful in every sense of the word. I stood still and didn’t respond to her seduction whatsoever.

    I then continued deeper into the building and came to a long hallway that led to an even larger room. There was a long line of men standing in line waiting to enter the room for something but I couldn’t see what it was. The line stretched from the front of the room all the way down the hallway where I was standing. I had to find out what was going on rather than just wait to get to the front of the line. It might be the wrong line, something I don’t need.

    I walked past the men in line to see what was happening at the front of the room. At the front of the line, I saw two men put their hands on the next man in line and wrestled him into a bent over position, exposing his scrotum. The man put up a fight but it was too late for him. He was overpowered by the strength of the other two men. Then to my horror another man came up from behind the bent over man with a pair of shears and can cut off his scrotum. It happened that quick and it was horrifying to watch. I looked at the face of the next man in line and he showed no concern whatsoever. I said, “Don’t you see what they are doing? They are cutting off their testicles! Let’s get out of here!” The man didn’t react to my warning in the least. He was under a spell of some kind. All the men in line seemed to be under a spell. The closer to the front of the line the stronger the spell influenced the men.

    people in line smlI made my way to the back of the line towards the exit and told a few men what lay in wait for them, but only two men listened to me. They indicated they wanted to walk out, but I knew they wouldn’t just let us leave. I told one of the men to act like he was fainting and I would carrying him outside to get some fresh air, and then we would make our escape. The man immediately began to act like he was passing out. I told one of the guards the man just needed air. The guard wasn’t very bright and said, “I don’t think air will help.” The other man and I assisted the man outside and just as soon as we cleared the exit door I took off running. I ran as fast as I could for five or six steps before I looked back and realized there was no one pursuing after us. I said, “Oh wow, we’ve escaped!”

    End of Journal Entry



    The dream took place in a motel. The motel in the dream represents a place of sexual activity where seducing spirits are in operation as well as a place of business. The woman in the dream was the motel owner’s wife, but it is a parody about a church where the pastor’s wife operates in the Jezebel spirit.

    The woman in the dream had position, influence, and power and had cleverly taken over the operation of the motel. In her heart and mind it was her baby. It was her business. She had used her bewitching powers to gain control of the money and day to day operation. Her actions had turned the place into a disgusting ruin. Her goal was to turn every male into a eunuch and kill those who opposed her evil reign. All those who submitted to her would become her children, her slaves, and her “Yes” men.  The woman was Jezebel.

    The Hebrew meaning for Jezebel breaks down to something like: Un-husbanded or Un-Exalted, Unmarried, Chaste, Without Cohabitation.

    The Jezebel spirit is sly and creates utter ruin in the body of Christ. Unless the Lord reveals the spirit is in operation the congregation won’t even know what spirit they are up against. They may sense something isn’t right but won’t be able to locate the source because the Jezebel spirit cloaks itself in so many ways. The prophet will know who is manifesting the Jezebel spirit  when the Lord reveals it to him. This is why Jezebel tries to kill the Lord’s prophets.

    “Now Ahab told Jezebel all that Elijah had done, and how he had killed all the prophets with the sword. Then Jezebel sent a messenger to Elijah, saying, “So may the gods do to me and even more, if I do not make your life as the life of one of them by tomorrow about this time.” 2 Kings 19:2

    The Spirit reveals that the one who call herself a prophetess is really operating in the Jezebel spirit. “But I have this against you, that you tolerate the woman Jezebel, who calls herself a prophetess, and she teaches and leads My bond-servants astray so that they commit acts of immorality and eat things sacrificed to idols.” Rev. 2:20

    The cunning, Jezebel spirit is two faced. On one side is the “companion” side. This is the “friend” side and it is used as a disguise to gain the people’s trust in order to discover their dysfunction. Once a person’s dysfunction is discovered, Jezebel begins to find ways to manipulate them to advance her cause. If a person begins to tell of Jezebel evil deeds others find it hard to believe because they just see the “pal” side. With Ahab her discovery is shown in her inquiry. “But Jezebel his wife came to him and said to him, “How is it that your spirit is so sullen that you are not eating food?” 1 Kings 21:5

    On the other side of Jezebel’s face is sinful and murderous side. Jezebel cloaks this side from the people’s view, especially the pastor, never letting him see it. However, anyone who opposes Jezebel will find out real quick how murderous this spirit can be.

    In the dream the woman constantly had to plaster over the walls to hide the hideous ooze of her sin. Jezebel is devious and an expert at covering the trail of sinfulness to prevent being detected. The Jezebel spirit is difficult to detect unless the Lord reveals it’s presence to the prophet. That is why Jezebel tries to kill the prophet to prevent from being exposed.

    plaster smlWhen I saw the plaster being applied to the walls, I thought about what Jesus said to the religious leaders.  “Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For you are like whitewashed tombs which on the outside appear beautiful, but inside they are full of dead men’s bones and all uncleanness.” Matthew 23:27

    Jezebel loves to teach and play the prophetess. She is self-called, self-appointed and calls herself a prophetess. She loves to minister in the church but her goal isn’t to help people but to make spiritual eunuchs.

    In the dream the men were waiting in line but didn’t know they were about to be castrated. One by one they were neutered and didn’t see it coming until it was too late. Jezebel had used her power of seduction and witchcraft to blind their eyes to actually what was really going on.

    The Jezebel spirit will lie dormant in a person waiting until they are given a place of power. Jezebel plays the role of prophetess, teacher, friend, but she is two-faced. As soon as someone walks away from her presence Jezebel will bad mouth them. Jezebel’s teachings are a mix of truth and lies which are inspired demonic spirits and has caused many to commit acts of immorality, spiritual adultery and self-worship. In the dream the woman was in full arousal mode in an attempt to seduce me as she moved her hips in a rhythmic, full frontal hug. I knew  she was Jezebel, for the Lord had revealed it and there is a huge price to pay if anyone continues to tolerate the presence of a Jezebel spirit.

    ‘But I have this against you, that you tolerate the woman Jezebel, who calls herself a prophetess, and she teaches and leads My bond-servants astray so that they commit acts of immorality and eat things sacrificed to idols. Rev. 2:20

    Be sure and read the first one in the series on the church titled: Sunday Morning Church Visit – Part One

    Eunuch definition – Wikipedia:

    A eunuch is a person who may have been castrated, typically early enough in his life for this change to have major hormonal consequences. Typically castration was carried out on the soon-to-be-eunuch without their consent in order that he might perform a specific social function; this was common in many societies. Eunuchs probably served as servants or slaves who, because of their function, had been castrated, usually in order to make the reliable servants of a royal court where physical access to the ruler could wield great influence.


    She listens, consoles, counsels and uses her seductive powers put a spell as many as she can. Remember her goal is to make spiritual eunuchs out of them. The kind of congregates which are simply described as a “Yes” men. A “Yes” man is someone who tolerates Jezebel as it is written in Rev. 2:20?

    Jezebel knows no limits to get what she wants

    1 Kings 21: 8-10

    So she wrote letters in Ahab’s name, sealed them with his seal, and sent the letters to the elders and the nobles who were dwelling in the city with Naboth. And she wrote in the letters, saying, “Proclaim a fast, and seat Naboth with high honor among the people; and seat two men, scoundrels, before him to bear witness against him, saying, ‘You have blasphemed God and the king.’ Then take him out, and stone him, that he may die.” Anyone who opposes Ahab will find that Jezebel will be working behind the scene making up lies and stirring up others to join in her cause. Jezebel is ruthless and has no limit as to what she is willing to do to get what she wants.


    Jezebel will always have a group of “Yes” men under her control just like Ahab. Even though the dream took place in a motel, it is a parody of a church where the pastor’s wife is operating in a Jezebel spirit, controlling the church from behind the scenes, especially the pastor. He was Jezebel’s first victim.  Jezebel is drawn to weak, dysfunctional men because they are easily manipulated into doing her bidding.

    Jezebel loves to play the role of a prophetess as she utters her false prophecies, which are vague at best, and impossible to verify their fruition. She wants to instruct others from her platform as she tries to build a following even though her own life is filled with sin and wounds from her past. Jezebel in the church impersonates a spiritual vessel of God and wants to create an environment where people are dependent on them.  You are my children.” Jezebel takes every defection from her camp as a betrayal and makes every attempt to get them back. Jezebel’s clarion call is “Come back, come back to me my children.” Her spiritual tentacles are long and difficult to escape. Jezebel hates the prophet of God and will attempt to kill them. It is a murderous spirit and not to be taken lightly.

    The longer a person submits to a person manifesting a Jezebel spirit, the more likely that person is to become spiritually neutered and of little use to the work of the kingdom of God. Jezebel uses sexual seduction, witchcraft, intimidation, and fear to control people. Jezebel will counsel with a person, consoling them with cunning lips, but just as soon as the person leaves their presence Jezebel will talk disapprovingly of that person.

    The Jezebel spirit enters into a person from open wounds usually caused by traumatic childhood events in which they had no control to stop. The internal wound is an open door to their soul. The wound is seeded by the enemy with a Jezebel spirit. Jezebel mindset says, “I will never again allow myself to be in a situation where I’m not in control!” As the person grows up and ascends to a position of prominence, the Jezebel spirit begins to evolve in their life, changing the dynamics of the person and all those who come in contact with that spirit.

    This is an extremely strong spirit and difficult to discern because it cloaks itself so cunningly. It can manifest in the corporate world and in the corporate church as well. The hardest lesson to learn is even though a person is being influenced by a Jezebel spirit, God still loves them. We are to pray for those mistreat us and ask God to deliver them from the forces of evil. I have seen God deliver a person from a Jezebel spirit and do it in a way which was so beautifully graceful to that person.

    “But I say to you who hear, love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you. If you love those who love you, what credit is that to you? For even sinners love those who love them.”  LK 6:27-28, 32

    Scriptural Warning:

    Again, I feel compelled to warn you that as a believer you are warned not to commit adultery with her. God knows those that are truly His. If you are seeking Truth then I believe God will reveal the forces of darkness which are hindering you, and deliver you from those powers. However, for those who are not seeking a relationship with Jesus Christ they will find themselves under Jezebel control committing spiritual and perhaps natural adultery with them and God will judge you according to your deeds. Repent while you can!

    ‘Behold, I will throw her on a bed of sickness, and those who commit adultery with her into great tribulation, unless they repent of her deeds. ‘And I will kill her children with pestilence, and all the churches will know that I am He who searches the minds and hearts; and I will give to each one of you according to your deeds. Rev. 2:21-22

    Scripture Reference:

    Rise to Power

    It came about, as though it had been a trivial thing for him to walk in the sins of Jeroboam the son of Nebat, that he married Jezebel the daughter of Ethbaal king of the Sidonians, and went to serve Baal and worshiped him. 1 King 16:31

    Murderous Spirit

    for when Jezebel destroyed the prophets of the LORD, Obadiah took a hundred prophets and hid them by fifties in a cave, and provided them with bread and water.1Kings 18:3

    “Has it not been told to my master what I did when Jezebel killed the prophets of the LORD, that I hid a hundred prophets of the LORD by fifties in a cave, and provided them with bread and water? 1 Kings 18:13

    Her Domination over Men – Prophets

    “Now then send and gather to me all Israel at Mount Carmel, together with 450 prophets of Baal and 400 prophets of the Asherah, who eat at Jezebel’s table.” 1 Kings 18:19

    Jezebel Schemes for Ahab

    But Jezebel his wife came to him and said to him, “How is it that your spirit is so sullen that you are not eating food?” So he said to her, “Because I spoke to Naboth the Jezreelite and said to him, ‘Give me your vineyard for money; or else, if it pleases you, I will give you a vineyard in its place.’ But he said, ‘I will not give you my vineyard.'” Jezebel his wife said to him, “Do you now reign over Israel? Arise, eat bread, and let your heart be joyful; I will give you the vineyard of Naboth the Jezreelite.” So she wrote letters in Ahab’s name and sealed them with his seal, and sent letters to the elders and to the nobles who were living with Naboth in his city. Now she wrote in the letters, saying, “Proclaim a fast and seat Naboth at the head of the people; and seat two worthless men before him, and let them testify against him, saying, ‘You cursed God and the king.’ Then take him out and stone him to death.” So the men of his city, the elders and the nobles who lived in his city, did as Jezebel had sent word to them, just as it was written in the letters which she had sent them. They proclaimed a fast and seated Naboth at the head of the people. Then the two worthless men came in and sat before him; and the worthless men testified against him, even against Naboth, before the people, saying, “Naboth cursed God and the king.” So they took him outside the city and stoned him to death with stones. Then they sent word to Jezebel, saying, “Naboth has been stoned and is dead.” When Jezebel heard that Naboth had been stoned and was dead, Jezebel said to Ahab, “Arise, take possession of the vineyard of Naboth, the Jezreelite, which he refused to give you for money; for Naboth is not alive, but dead.” When Ahab heard that Naboth was dead, Ahab arose to go down to the vineyard of Naboth the Jezreelite, to take possession of it. 1 Kings 21:5-16

    “But I say to you who hear, love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you. If you love those who love you, what credit is that to you? For even sinners love those who love them.”  LK 6:27-28, 32

    ‘But I have this against you, that you tolerate the woman Jezebel, who calls herself a prophetess, and she teaches and leads My bond-servants astray so that they commit acts of immorality and eat things sacrificed to idols. ‘Behold, I will throw her on a bed of sickness, and those who commit adultery with her into great tribulation, unless they repent of her deeds. ‘And I will kill her children with pestilence, and all the churches will know that I am He who searches the minds and hearts; and I will give to each one of you according to your deeds. Rev. 2:20-22

  • Sunday Morning Church Visit – Part One

    Journal Entry
    Title: Sunday Morning Church Visit – Part One
    Date: 4/12/11

    Note: This is a first in a series of dreams I have been given over the course of the past few years. It is my hope that you will read and carefully consider what the message of God is saying to you.

    Modern Church InteriorDream: It was Sunday morning and I decided to go check out a local church to see what they were up to. My wife was surprised that I was going back there. She said she would come later. When I drove up to the facility it had been completely remodeled and was ten times larger than before. I parked in a side parking lot near an entrance so I could get in and get out without being detected. The nearest door led to an outside area which was enclosed by a tall fence. There were some teens in great number doing some kind of orchestrated dance led by the children’s pastor.

    As I walked on a path that led into the main structure I came to a room with some small tables which seated five or six people. A pretty young lady, which was on the church staff, met me there and sat me down with three young men of which were 19-20 years old. The young lady snuggled up to me, putting her head on my shoulder, and said, “I miss you so much, we all miss you.” Then she pressed her cheek against mine. I didn’t respond in kind.

    I noticed the three young men seated at the table all had some kind of dysfunction. I asked one of the more alert ones what was wrong with him and he just grunted something unintelligible. The young lady, who had seated me, hurried off to another room. I got up and followed her to the room. The room appeared to be designed like a lounge. It had room for many tables and had a bar the length of the right side of the room. This was the room where the faithful and long term members were seated. The three young men would go here next to once they had been approved by the young lady and the others in leadership.

    I looked around the room before leaving and saw a child about twelve years old playing in a silly manner. They were teaching her this behavior so they could use her in skits and plays to lighten up the mood as they made fun of other Christians, denominations and religions. I peeked in the doorway a little further and saw a blonde headed woman seated in the middle chair of the dimly lit lounge’s bar. Her back was turned to the other people in the room. Only certain ones, which had her approval, could sit by her and the room was crowded with people waiting to be approved by her so they could sit with her. I quickly moved away from the doorway so as not to be seen.

    I entered another room and saw people all standing around in a circle. One of the leaders placed ten yellow garden hoses on the ground. In the middle of each of the yellow hoses was a Y coupler.  On the left side of the Y coupler was a yellow hose which had already been attached. The left side of the Y coupler was a labeled “Separation” and the right side was labeled “Jesus”.  The object game was for each participant to disconnect the yellow hose from the left side labeled “Separation”, and reconnect it to the right side of the Y coupler labeled “Jesus”. I watched each person participating in the game make the connection with “Jesus” and each time they did the group made a loud cheer. I waited to see what they were going to do with the message of the exercise but when the last person had finished they all just walked away.

    I continued to walk around and found a self-serve pizza kitchen, which was made to make the people feel warm and cozy. It had beautiful tiles and a large serving area. Then the music began in another room as the worship service started. The band entertained people while all the other people remained in their designated areas.

    As I headed back towards the door I thought I had came in another man was walking out as well. It was Kevin James, the actor and comedian. I asked him if he would change my pants. He cracked up. I thought to myself, “I meet Kevin James for the first time and all can do is ask him to do is change my pants”. Then other actors began to come out the same door. Then I realized that I had come out a different exit from where I had parked. I went back in and walked around trying to find the door that I came in. I searched for some time before I finally found the door I was looking for. They had intentionally by design made it difficult, confusing, and misleading to exit their church. I knew I had to go home and warn my wife not to come here. It is an evil place.

    Be sure and read The Motel (Church) Visit – Part Two


    Meaningless Activities

    In a dream, a parking lot is a place of arrival or exit. In this case I was arriving to see what was going on in this particular church. I parked near the most accessible entrance not for the convenience of entering as much as to make a quick exit.  The teens were doing an orchestrated dance being led by the children’s pastor. It struck me that the teens were being led by the children’s pastor. The teens should be growing up but they were being treated as six year old children. Everything activity was a pre-planed, orchestrated as an activity, with no room for Holy Spirit to lead believers by the Spirit.

    The Room

    Round Table and Chairs in Conference RoomThe first room I entered was the room for new members. They were seated at the table by a designated staff member. She was the “Groomer”. Her job was to monitor their attendance, provide them with orientation in their church rules, learn their dysfunctions, and prepare them to serve the needs of the church and direct them in doing so. This was standard operating procedure for everyone that wanted to become a member. No one who wanted to be a part of the fellowship could bypass their orientation. If a person wanted more responsibility and access to higher up leadership, the young lady first had to approve of them herself and report their progress back to the pastors. Every person’s faithfulness was measured as to how well they served in the church system. She used flirtation and sweet talk to hook these young men into doing what she needed them to do for the church.  No one dared say “No” to her or anyone in leadership. They could make it difficult for you.


    Each young man had a dysfunction, which would be discovered and then passed onto the blonde headed woman.  People who have yielded to the Jezebel spirit will do all they can to discover a person dysfunctions in order to manipulate them to her needs. She will show her sweet, confidential side to gain their trust in her discovery process. She is a master manipulator, especially over men.

    The Young Girl

    The young child was cute and very popular within the fellowship. She was called upon at times to make fun of the perceived less spiritual people in other denominations. It was clever to employ a child in  a humorous way to make themselves feel better about their spirituality.

    The Blonde Woman

    The blonde headed woman represents Jezebel. The name Jezebel means “unhusbanded”. She loves to clone and create spiritual children to follow her in her idolatries. She sat in the dark room, hidden, with her back turned to the people. She doesn’t care about anyone but herself. She chooses to surround herself with dysfunctional people, even more than she is, because they can easily be manipulated to do her bidding. She rules this church from behind the scenes, especially the pastor and other staff members. She has everyone in the church monitoring ever other person in the church without them really knowing her scheme. All her conversations are to glean more information about what the members are saying and doing. With this kind of information she can maintain her hidden power position by detecting any perceived threats. Anyone who disagrees with her will be dealt with swiftly and with severity. That’s the way she keeps the pulse in her kingdom.

    Wherever Jezebel rules in a church she will seek out the weak ones and use their dysfunctions to control them. She disguises her efforts behind an insincere compassion when trying to help them, but she is incapable of helping anyone but herself.  All her attempts to help a person will do more harm than good as she is a destructive counselor to all she ministers too.

    The Yellow Hose

    The game with the Y coupler and the yellow hose came across as shallow and insincere. It showed the ineffectiveness of game play in the churches today.  It was a fun activity but that was all it was. Although the kids made a natural connection they didn’t seem to make a spiritual connection to God at all. The presence of Holy Spirit inspired teaching was missing from the exercise. It was sad to watch the kids walk away without grasping the message of making the connection with Jesus is to build a life long relationship with Him and that requires they seek Him in their dedicated prayer time.

    Self-Serve Pizza Kitchen

    The self-serve pizza bar speaks of several things. The churches today are iconic symbols of self-worship. Most churches fine tune their message so as not to offend anyone. They want the attendees to feel warm and comfortable. For the church to stay open it requires money and people have money.  Almost everyone attending is self-serving in some form or fashion if they would be honest with themselves and God.  The concept of promoting a personal relationship with Jesus Christ isn’t at the heart of most churches today. It’s not mentioned, taught, nor is it encouraged by the majority of religions. The essence of Jesus Christ has been hijacked by man’s religion. With every breath and action, the members are deceptively taught that committing to the church (organization) is the same as committing to Christ. That giving tithe to it is the same as giving to Christ. This is evil, dangerous and propagates spiritual adultery. The leadership perpetuates this message to keep, control and feed off God’s sheep.

    Today, when the word “Church” is spoken people automatically think of a building. Many churches, like a harlot, offer something for everyone. The harlot church says, “Come, you can have whatever you want here. There’s no better place to be.  We have the best there is. It will cost you nothing.”  (Read the blog: The Enticement)

    In the thing called “Church” a person can have prominence, validation, identity, self-worth, self-confidence, self-righteousness and influence, etc. However, Zion isn’t an organization; it is a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. Zion is made up of believers who worship the Living God in Spirit and Truth. These are the ones who are the bride of Christ.

    The Band

    Some churches use church worship teams as a tool to attract (entice) people to come and to keep them once they do. The better the band the better most people will like the church services. I have heard many church attendees say, “I only come here for the music.” Building big worship teams has been a trend in the churches around the world for many years now. Just as the palm trees competed with one another in the blog, “The Enticement”, some churches compete with one another with their worship teams. There’s a difference between being entertained and tapping into a pure worshipful praise of our Lord Jesus Christ. I believe in the minstrel gifts and that most worship team members are faithful to their gift and love to worship the Lord.

    Playing or singing can become a form of self-serving if the person is doing it for the wrong reasons. Just because you like to do something isn’t enough of a reason to do it. Each ministry gift has to be continually submitted to the leadership of the Lord. In Matthew 7:21-23, Jesus warned the ministers who had performed miracles, cast out demons and prophesied in His name, that He never knew them. He said to depart from Him and sentenced them to eternal darkness. I believe these ministers were victims of the church system and never developed a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. They knew the actions of a minister, the theology and did great things as they made a name for themselves, but they never had a personal relationship with Jesus Christ.


    exit sign smlIn the dream as I tried to leave the church but discovered they had purposely designed it to be difficult. The exits were hard to find, much like a big, multi-level mall is designed. They get the shoppers in but make it difficult to find the original point of entry. When a person enters a (joined) church they make you feel warm, welcomed and accepted. However, the acceptance will last as just long as you tithe, attend as many of their activities as possible, agree to everything leadership says and believes. There is zero tolerance for critiques of the church. Anyone, who questions the leadership is quickly singled out as a dissenter and labeled as a person to be watched more closely.

    Often people who want to leave are given the suggestion by the pastor that bad things are going to happen to them if they leave the covering of the church.  Phrases like, “The wheels are going to fall off!”, “Don’t leave your assignment!” or “You’ll lose your covering!” are an attempt to frighten people to stay.  It is a form of control and just like the dream showed it’s not easy to get out of the thing called church.  If they can’t control you then they automatically begin to try to destroy and defame the person.

    All the love they showed you was really fake love as it was based on acceptance based on performance to their standards. It’s love with a hook.  They will love you as long as you belong to their church, but once a person exits they become all but unknown to their former church members.  The Amish are known for the use of shunning to punish people who don’t comply with their doctrines. However, most other religions also employ shunning as well.

     Actors (Pretenders)

    As I walked out he was walking out the exit Kevin James, which is a very popular actor and comedian was walking out as well along with many other actors. The biggest role most people will ever star in occurs when they attend a church. Just about everyone puts on their best face as they pretend to be enjoying themselves so others won’t think they’re not living a great victorious Christian life. The church is filled with actors (pretenders) which aren’t truly interested in taking up their cross and following Jesus Christ. They are happy to attend and enjoy the social aspects of the church and all the things it offers but to do they have a pure commitment to Christ? That is the question. Anyone seeking Truth will find it. I heard the Lord say some time ago, “My bride comes not so much from the church (system) as from the world.”

    “For Your lovingkindness is before my eyes, And I have walked in Your truth. I do not sit with deceitful men, Nor will I go with pretenders (actors). I hate the assembly of evildoers, And I will not sit with the wicked.Ps. 26:3-5


    The greatest deception ever placed upon mankind is the church system of which man has created. It is a counterfeit and a spiritually dangerous place to be. It has caused millions to commit spiritual adultery by demanding commitment and allegiance to it (the church system) instead pointing them to Jesus Christ. Instead of promoting Jesus Christ the person, it entangles people into legalism, dead works as it manipulates them to do what the leadership wants done.

    Any self-worship (doing things for self) is fleshly and not of God. If it isn’t of God then it is demonically influenced in some way or another. Jezebel used sedcution and deception to ascend to a position of power. She loves to play the role of the prophetess and have a following of loyal subjects willing to support her in her idolatry.

    Believers this is a serious matter to the living God as recorded in the following verses.

    ‘I know your deeds, and your love and faith and service and perseverance, and that your deeds of late are greater than at first. ‘But I have this against you, that you tolerate the woman Jezebel, who calls herself a prophetess, and she teaches and leads My bond-servants astray so that they commit acts of immorality and eat things sacrificed to idols. ‘I gave her time to repent, and she does not want to repent of her immorality. ‘Behold, I will throw her on a bed of sickness, and those who commit adultery with her into great tribulation, unless they repent of her deeds. ‘And I will kill her children with pestilence, and all the churches will know that I am He who searches the minds and hearts; and I will give to each one of you according to your deeds.” Rev 2:19-23

    Someone once quoted, “The institutional church has killed two kinds of people: Those who do not believe in the teachings of Jesus Christ, and those who do.

    You certainly will find this critique of the church system troubling if you are reliant upon it for your livelihood, status, identity, validation or security but the Spirit of the Lord says, “COME”.

    Time is short and Christ is calling His bride unto Him. Will you heed His call are continue on the course you are on? It’s not easy for a person to leave what has been ingrained into their mind for so many years. Let Christ lead you to the Truth. Ask Him to reveal Himself to you and you will find a beautiful walk in the freedom of Christ.

    The five foolish virgins are made up of the church goers who do nothing more than maintain a general form of religion but deny the power. They spend no time building a personal relationship with the Lord and thus no oil or flask to carry the sustaining oil. Don’t continue be foolish, but go to the living God and ask Him if what I have written here is true. Read the scriptures carefully asking God to illuninate the true meaning to your spirit.

    “Therefore, COME OUT FROM THEIR MIDST AND BE SEPARATE,” says the Lord. “AND DO NOT TOUCH WHAT IS UNCLEAN; And I will welcome you. 2 Cor. 6:17

    If you ask, seek, and knock the door will be opened to you. Seek the truth and He will reveal it to you.

    Bro. Bill


    Scripture Reference:

    “For Your lovingkindness is before my eyes, And I have walked in Your truth. I do not sit with deceitful men, Nor will I go with pretenders (actors). I hate the assembly of evildoers, And I will not sit with the wicked.Ps. 26:3-5

    “Therefore, COME OUT FROM THEIR MIDST AND BE SEPARATE,” says the Lord. “AND DO NOT TOUCH WHAT IS UNCLEAN; And I will welcome you. 2 Cor. 6:17

    ‘I know your deeds, and your love and faith and service and perseverance, and that your deeds of late are greater than at first. ‘But I have this against you, that you tolerate the woman Jezebel, who calls herself a prophetess, and she teaches and leads My bond-servants astray so that they commit acts of immorality and eat things sacrificed to idols. ‘I gave her time to repent, and she does not want to repent of her immorality. ‘Behold, I will throw her on a bed of sickness, and those who commit adultery with her into great tribulation, unless they repent of her deeds. ‘And I will kill her children with pestilence, and all the churches will know that I am He who searches the minds and hearts; and I will give to each one of you according to your deeds.” Rev 2:19-23

    After these things I saw another angel coming down from heaven, having great authority, and the earth was illumined with his glory. And he cried out with a mighty voice, saying, ” Fallen, fallen is Babylon the great! She has become a dwelling place of demons and a prison of every unclean spirit, and a prison of every unclean and hateful bird. “For all the nations have drunk of the wine of the passion of her immorality, and the kings of the earth have committed acts of immorality with her, and the merchants of the earth have become rich by the wealth of her sensuality.”I heard another voice from heaven, saying, “Come out of her, my people, so that you will not participate in her sins and receive of her plagues; for her sins have piled up as high as heaven, and God has remembered her iniquities. Rev 18:1-5






  • Christ’s Church Up On Blocks

    Journal Entry: 5/17/11

    Vision – Christ Church

    christ churchDuring morning quiet time I saw a vision of a small car running along real good until it high centered upon a block of wood. The back wheels were spinning away but the car wasn’t going anywhere. The occupants didn’t seem to notice that no forward progress was being made whatsoever. Then the Lord impressed upon me that the block of wood represents man’s religious doctrines and how it high centered the church which Christ built.

    End of vision

    Early on even in the days of the apostles many of Christ’s doctrines were being shed in favor of pagan teachings and traditions.

    ‘For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine; but wanting to have their ears tickled, they will accumulate for themselves teachers in accordance to their own desires, and will turn away their ears from the truth and will turn aside to myths. 2 Tim. 4:3-4

    Jesus told the scribes and Pharisees, “”But woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites, because you shut off the kingdom of heaven from people; for you do not enter in yourselves, nor do you allow those who are entering to go in. Matt 23:13

    In the book of Jude records the effect of man’s doctrine upon the body of Christ which denied Jesus as Master and Lord and His grace was replaced with performance and works.

    “For certain persons have crept in unnoticed, those who were long beforehand marked out for this condemnation, ungodly persons who turn the grace of our God into licentiousness and deny our only Master and Lord, Jesus Christ.” Jude 1:4

    The ones who over the many centuries, beginning at the end of the first century, replaced Christ’s teachings with their own and began to take control of the people at the same time hiding behind the appearance of Godliness just like the scribes and Pharisees did. Jude described them as;

    “hidden reefs in your love feast when they feast with you without fear, caring for themselves, clouds without water, carried along by winds; autumn trees without fruit, double dead, uprooted; wild waves of the sea, casting up their own shame like foam; wandering stars, for whom the black darkness has been reserved forever. Jude 12-13

    These men are in impersonators since they assume the character or appearance of a godly man but are especially fraudulently in their motives. As Jude 12 says, “caring for themselves, clouds without water.” If you ever been in a drought and experienced a cloud develop and begin to thunder, produce lightning and some wind but no rain then you know what the Lord was describing in the book of Jude. Many ministers talk the talk but in their hearts they don’t walk the walk.

    Today, many in the church system are teach to watch for the “apostasy” to come firs,t as if it is a future event, and then the anti-christ soon follows. When in fact if you carefully study the history of the early church it is clear that the great falling away began to occur at the end of the first century when the apostles passed away.

    “Let no one in any way deceive you, for it will not come unless the *apostasy comes first, and the man of lawlessness is revealed, the son of destruction, 2 Th 2:3
    Revelation chapter 2, introduces the Nicolations and warns of their false teachings. The name Nicolations means, “conquer of the people.” These are the people that took over Christ’s Church by appointing themselves as leader over the people. Diotrephes was such a man. He loved to be first among the congregation and took no instructions from the apostles and you could add from God either. Diotrephes accused the apostles with wicked words, and controlled who attended his church meetings. He cast out people who didn’t go along with his doctrine and accused others of doing what he was actually doing.
    “I wrote something to the church; but Diotrephes, who loves to be first among them, does not accept what we say. For this reason, if I come, I will call attention to his deeds which he does, unjustly accusing us with wicked words; and not satisfied with this, he himself does not receive the brethren, either, and he forbids those who desire to do so and puts them out of the church.” 3 JN 1:9-10
    There are many Diotrephes leading the congregations today all over the world. They have have high centered Christ’s Church upon a wooden block and are in control but Christ’s mission is being held back from accomplishing what He wants to do.
    “For such [are] false apostles, deceitful workers, transforming themselves into the apostles of Christ. And no marvel; for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light. Therefore [it is] no great thing if his ministers also be transformed as the ministers of righteousness; whose end shall be according to their works.” 2 Cor. 11:13-15
    Paul warned to be on guard of Alexander the coppersmith.
    “Alexander the coppersmith did me much harm; the Lord will repay him according to his deeds. Be on guard against him yourself, for he vigorously opposed our teaching.” 2 Ti. 4:14-14
    “I am amazed that you are so quickly deserting Him who called you by the grace of Christ, for a different gospel; which is really not another; only there are some who are disturbing you and want to distort the gospel of Christ. But even if we, or an angel from heaven, should preach to you a gospel contrary to what we have preached to you, he is to be accursed!” Gal. 1:6-8
    And the Bible warns us about the mystery of the Babylonia spirit, which is the driving influence behind the church system. Babylon is carnal mindness, fleshy and exalts “self” over the preeminence of God. Leaving spiritual Babylon is difficult because it provides identity, security, position and sufficiency. It becomes a stronghold in the mind of people raised up in it. We become “institutionalized as the character Brooks was in the movie Shawshank Redemption.
    “And upon her forehead [was] a name written, MYSTERY, BABYLON THE GREAT, THE MOTHER OF HARLOTS AND ABOMINATIONS OF THE EARTH.” And I saw the woman drunken with the blood of the saints, and with the blood of the martyrs of Jesus: and when I saw her, I wondered with great admiration.” Rev. 17: 5-6
    “And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues. For her sins have reached unto heaven, and God hath remembered her iniquities.” Rev 18:4-5
    So if you are one of those who is looking for the “falling way” to occur all you have to do is review what the apostles were saying would happen and what is written in Revelation to understand that it has already occurred and you haven’t even recognized it for what it truly is…the Harlot of Babylon…the Great Whore. All though you may be an sincere follower and there are millions like yourself in the world, error is error and the church system is the greatest deception ever imposed on mankind and it can’t be fixed, t must be abandoned. Truly, you must turn to Jesus Christ and enter into a true relationship with Him.
    A few verses in which Jesus warned of the consequences of serving self…
    Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works? And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity. Matt. 7:21-23
    Bro. Bill

  • Let My Prayer Come Before You

    Journal Entry:
    Let My Prayer Come Before You

    let my prayerJust after midnight, I walked into my office, which is located upstairs, to pray before going to bed. I specifically had on my heart to pray for the Christians in Iran, who are under a constant threat of death from the Iranian government. In 1994,Haik Hovsepian, the leader of the Protestant church in Iran was murdered for his defense of Christian man who converted from Islam. Hundreds of Christians scattered across thirty-five cites were arrested in 2010 without any formal charges brought against them. They spent many months in prison under solitary confinement, interrogations and psychological abuse. The Islamic Republic continues to intensify its crackdown on Iranian Christians today. The most recently published case is Yusef Nadarkhani an evangelical pastor and the father of two, has been sentenced to death for converting from Islam. The Iranian Supreme Court has continued to uphold their decision have him hanged.

    I sat down on the futon and began praying and hardly got the words out of my mouth before I was interrupted by a whooshing and whizzing sound, which came from across the room. I immediately formed an image of a tightly wrapped coil of a strong fiber strap or something being unwound at a high speed, as it ascending upward and outward into the Spiritual realm.

    I believe it was an angel of the Lord which was waiting to act upon my fervent prayer for our brothers and sisters in Iran. I also believe that the Lord allowed me to have the experience so I could encourage you to pray for what’s on your heart. When, we have a matter on our heart that is the time to pray, not when it is convenient, because the fervency will have lifted or you will get busy and forget the matter.

    When, as believers, we gain some spiritual insight we become more and more effective as warriors in the spiritual realm. When we pray we may not experience any supernatural sign but we should know that our prayers are effective and not bouncing off the ceiling. I love it when I have faith to pray about a matter and then after praying know in my Spirit that the prayer was effective and there will be a good report coming about due to God acting upon the prayer request.

    Are they not all ministering spirits, sent out to render service for the sake of those who will inherit salvation?” Heb. 1:14

    The Bible teaches that there’s no distance in the Spirit with the story of the centurion’s journey to find Jesus and seek a healing for his servant he left ill.

    “And when Jesus entered Capernaum, a centurion came to Him, imploring Him, and saying, ” Lord, my servant is lying paralyzed at home, fearfully tormented.” Jesus said to him, “I will come and heal him.” But the centurion said, ” Lord, I am not worthy for You to come under my roof, but just say the word, and my servant will be healed. “For I also am a man under authority, with soldiers under me; and I say to this one, ‘Go!’ and he goes, and to another, ‘Come!’ and he comes, and to my slave, ‘Do this!’ and he does it.” Now when Jesus heard this, He marveled and said to those who were following, “Truly I say to you, I have not found such great faith with anyone in Israel.”Matt. 8:5-10

    Some years ago, I had a loyal employee which reported who received a phone call from his teenage son that lightning had struck their home and it was on fire. I told Him to go and that I would pray for the fire to go out. It was just as the centurion had sought out Jesus on his servant’s behalf. I began to ask the Lord to spare his home and that the fire would go out because the man was a faithful servant to me. I knew I had placed my petition before God and it had been heard.

    Later, that same evening, when I called the man, he said that his son ran back in the house and got a Super Soaker and began to point it up at the eve of the house and spray water on the fire. As the son did this the fire went out immediately. The rural fire department arrived sometime later to fight the fire, but found no fire to fight. The boy told the firemen what he did to put out the fire and the firemen informed him that there was no way a squirt gun could put out a house fire like this one. The fireman didn’t know why the fire went out but they knew it was some kind of miracle.

    How many ministering spirits (angels) are posted nearby waiting for the prayer of a saint, so they may launch out into the spiritual realm by the command of God to bring it to pass? Peter was freed from prison by an angel as a direct result of fervent prayers being offered up on his behalf by the saints gathered at Mary’s home.

    “So Peter was kept in the prison, but prayer for him was being made fervently by the church to God. On the very night when Herod was about to bring him forward, Peter was sleeping between two soldiers, bound with two chains, and guards in front of the door were watching over the prison. And behold, an angel of the Lord suddenly appeared and a light shone in the cell; and he struck Peter’s side and woke him up, saying, “Get up quickly.” And his chains fell off his hands. And the angel said to him, “Gird yourself and put on your sandals.” And he did so. And he said to him, “Wrap your cloak around you and follow me.” And he went out and continued to follow, and he did not know that what was being done by the angel was real, but thought he was seeing a vision. When they had passed the first and second guard, they came to the iron gate that leads into the city, which opened for them by itself; and they went out and went along one street, and immediately the angel departed from him. When Peter came to himself, he said, “Now I know for sure that the Lord has sent forth His angel and rescued me from the hand of Herod and from all that the Jewish people were expecting.” And when he realized this, he went to the house of Mary, the mother of John who was also called Mark, where many were gathered together and were praying.” Acts 12:5-12

    Saints of God let’s be of sound judgment and sober spirit for the purpose of prayer. The times are difficult and only getting worse, so let us remember one another in prayer as we petition God to act in their favor. We limit what God can do when we fail to pray. When someone comes to your mind don’t just think about them, pray for them. Perhaps, that is why they came to your mind! Pray out for the plan of God to become manifested in their life. Pray for God’s perfect will to be done and they man know God in a beautiful relationship. However, we pray for them, God wants us to pray…so let’s PRAY for one another!

    Bro. Bill


    A few scriptural references:

    Let my prayer come before You; Incline Your ear to my cry! Ps. 88:2

    Cornelius said, “Four days ago to this hour, I was praying in my house during the ninth hour; and behold, a man stood before me in shining garments, and he said, ‘Cornelius, your prayer has been heard and your alms have been remembered before God. Acts 10”30-31

    Therefore, confess your sins to one another, and pray for one another so that you may be healed. The effective prayer of a righteous man can accomplish much. James 5:16


    The end of all things is near; therefore, be of sound judgment and sober spirit for the purpose of prayer. 1 Peter 4:7

    (Angels) -Are they not all ministering spirits, sent out to render service for the sake of those who will inherit salvation? Heb. 1:14

    When He had taken the book, the four living creatures and the twenty-four elders fell down before the Lamb, each one holding a harp and golden bowls full of incense, which are the prayers of the saints. Rev. 5:8

    And the smoke of the incense, with the prayers of the saints, went up before God out of the angel’s hand. Rev. 8:4

    You ask and do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, so that you may spend it on your pleasures. James 4:3

  • PAIN

    Journal Entry – 5/13/2011
    Dream & Vision
    Title: PAIN


    I saw a man walk in front of me from my right to my left. He was wearing all black clothes and walked in an angry depressed manner. I heard the Lord speak to the man, “You are bleeding in back. Your life is in danger”. The man kept on walking past me and I heard the Lord repeat, “I said you’re bleeding in back. Your life is in danger”!  I looked at the back of the man’s shirt and could see that it was soaked red with blood. He must of had a thousand thin cuts from top to bottom. Everywhere the man went he left a scent trail of blood behind him and he wasn’t even aware of it. The man had heard the Lord’s words but didn’t believe he was bleeding in back. He thought the Lord was talking about someone else.

    I saw following the man was a suicide demon. The demon had been tracking and attacking the man for years and was about to launch and all out attack this time. The man was going to die. I watched the suicide demon attack the man. He resisted the strong urge to end his pain by taking his own life. As the man resisted the demon would back away just for a moment, then attack again and again, feeding on the man’s pain. The man’s pain had built up over a life time and had got to the point that dying might seem like the only way to escape the torment.

    He cried out to God to protect him from the awful torment but the battle raged on for days. I heard the man say to God that he trusted his life to God and even though he was in torment the Lord would surely rescue him.

    On the third day of the attack the man bowed before the Lord and accepted his death. “Lord if I must die, I die to you and not this demon. I accept my death. If you slay me I will hope in You regardless, for I shall find new life in you. I trust my life to You”. The man sat still for some time weeping before the Lord.

    Shortly afterwards the suicide demon came back and attacked him again, but this time the man stood up under an anointing from God and commanded the demon to depart from him and to go back to hell where he had come from. The suicide demon left immediately and for the first time all the man’s pain was gone. A life time of pain was supernaturally gone. Not just last week’s pain, last year’s pain, but an entire life time of pain, gone in an instant.

    Then I saw the man enter what appeared to be an old portico like structure, which you would see in the days of Jesus’ earthly ministry. The man’s face expressed joy and wonderment as he walked down the steps leading to a lower level.  A man wearing a hooded tunic, carrying a candelabra, stepped out in front and led the man further down the steps. The man in the tunic raised the candelabra up high in order to illuminate the path for the man so he wouldn’t misstep down the steps.  At the end of the was a beautiful pool. The man in the tunic walked over to a pool of water and motioned for the man to get in pool and wash. The man stripped his bloody clothes off and slowly walked down the steps into the pool of water.  Watching this reminded me of the blind that Jesus told to go wash in the pool of Siloam and the blind man came back seeing.

    The man soaked his bloody back in the soothing water as it slowly washed away the blood as he waded deeper, submerging himself like in a baptism. Sometime later the man exited the pool. The man wearing the tunic dressed the freshly washed man in a cream white robe and led him back up the steps. At the top of the steps the man in the tunic vanished leaving the man to walk on his way.  The man smiled, raised his arms and praised God, thanking Him for a new lease on life for now his pain was gone. The pain of yesterday, last week, last month, last year and all his life, supernaturally lifted from his soul. Then the dream ended.

    -End Journal Entry


    The dictionary describes pain as physical suffering or distress, as due to injury, illness or mental, emotional suffering or torment. The word pain’s origin dates back to the time period of 1250–1300 A.D. Peine is and Middle English word for punishment or torture. The word for pain in Latin is poena as the Greek word poine means penalty.

    Swimming Pool with WaterfallThe man in the dream had suffered many life events which had inflicted great pain deep into his soul. The man hid it as best he could but others could see it if they looked closer. The results of long standing, deep rooted pain, is spiritual bleeding. The man’s back was bleeding which suggest “past” pain in life that he still carried around with him. He could not see the spiritual results of his pain but Satan’s kingdom, in particular a suicide spirit, had been on the scent trail for years.

    Sharks can smell a very small amount of blood in the water at a 1/3 mile away. Once a shark detects the scent of blood in the water it begins to track the source.  As the shark gets close to the blood source they get excited and begin plan their attack. In the same sense a suicide demon will track down the scent from a blooded wounded soul produced by a person with a great amount of unresolved pain to attack and destroy them in a moment of weakness and pain. The man in the dream was angry, despondent and alone.

    In this dream the man was warned by the Lord that his life was in danger and even with that he barely escaped the powerful attack of this wicked spirit. I cannot over state the danger of unresolved pain issues in a person life. When teens who survived a suicide attempt are asked why they wanted to end their life the usual response is to end the “pain” of living. A suicide demon can linger at a specific geographical location just waiting to pick up on someone’s (bloody) pain trail as most demons will linger. They have to be run off.

    A little over a year ago, my wife and I were walking side by side through the main road that went through this business when a semi-freight truck drove slowly past us just a few feet from where we walked. As I looked at the rear wheels as they rolled past. I heard a demonic voice say, “Throw yourself under the wheels”. As I pondered about what I had just heard my wife said, “You know what I just heard”? I said, “What”? She said, “Throw yourself under the wheels”. We had both heard the same evil suicide demon say the same thing at exactly same time.  Also read…Agents of Change True Spiritual Warfare

    I now knew for sure there was a suicide demon hanging out on that property and it had to go. Later, I walked back to the spot where we had the encounter with the suicide spirit, prayed and commanded it to leave. Prior to that day there was a history of people who had worked at that facility which had committed suicide. A were in the distress of pain in their lives when they killed themselves.

    Eckhart Tolle wrote in his book “A New Earth, “Accumulated pain is a negative energy field that occupies your body and mind. If you look on it as an invisible entity in its own right, you are getting quite close to the truth. It’s the emotional pain body. It has two modes of being: dormant and active. The pain body wants to survive, just like every other entity in existence, and it can only survive if it gets you to unconsciously identify with it. It can then rise up, take you over, “become you,” and live through you. It needs to get its “food” through you. It will feed on any experience that resonates with its own kind of energy, anything that creates further pain in whatever form: anger, destructiveness, hatred, grief, emotional drama, violence, and even illness.

    So the pain body, when it has taken you over, will create a situation in your life that reflects back its own energy frequency for it to feed on. Pain can only feed on pain. Pain cannot feed on joy. It finds it quite indigestible. Once the pain body has taken you over, you want more pain. You become a victim or a perpetrator. You want to inflict pain, or you want to suffer pain, or both. There isn’t really much difference between the two. You are not conscious of this, of course, and will vehemently claim that you do not want pain. But look closely and you will that your thinking and behavior are designed to keep the pain going, for yourself and others.”

    There is no escaping pain in this broken world which we were born into but we do have to recognize pain for what it is and what it isn’t. I’ve lost friends and acquaintances to pain that overcame their lives to the point they chose not to continue living. Being unconscious of pain in our lives and others and just ignoring it is a reciep for tragedy.

    Have you found yourself forgiving and forgiving someone over and over again yet you still have anger towards them? Forgiving someone is by faith and as Christians we must do so. However, the pain and hurt of any situation will try to stay alive in our thoughts and memories. Pain wants to relive the situation in your thoughts as it rolls around in your mind over and over again feeding and feeding getting stronger and stronger.

    Is pain an endless cycle in your life or someone close to you? Being aware of the fact that pain is there and dominating many of the decisions you make every day is the first step in becoming pain free. God works with each individual differently as the man in the dream where God miraculously delivered him from pain. I believe the first step to becoming pain free is the desire to be pain free. I have never seen God turn away a sincere cry for help from a desperate heart. God will make a way for you…start today on your journey to freedom.

    Bro. Bill

    Scripture References:

    For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the powers, against the world forces of this darkness, against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places. Therefore, take up the full armor of God, so that you will be able to resist in the evil day, and having done everything, to stand firm. Stand firm therefore, HAVING GIRDED YOUR LOINS WITH TRUTH, and HAVING PUT ON THE BREASTPLATE OF RIGHTEOUSNESS, and having shod YOUR FEET WITH THE PREPARATION OF THE GOSPEL OF PEACE; in addition to all, taking up the shield of faith with which you will be able to extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. And take THE HELMET OF SALVATION, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. With all prayer and petition pray at all times in the Spirit, and with this in view, be on the alert with all perseverance and petition for all the saints, Eph. 6:12-18

    “Whenever you stand praying, forgive, if you have anything against anyone, so that your Father who is in heaven will also forgive you your transgressions. [“But if you do not forgive, neither will your Father who is in heaven forgive your transgressions.”] Mk. 11:25-26

    Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, brethren, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good repute, if there is any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, dwell on these things. Phil 4:6-8

    Scientific Studies –

    “Suicide does not just occur. Experience has shown that it is more often the end result of a process that has developed over a period of time…” N.L. Farberow

    Suicide is the outcome of neurobiological and psychological breakdown. Becoming suicidal is a process that begins in severe stress and pain generated by a serious life crisis.

    Stress and pain increase as the crisis, or the perception of it, worsens. As this happens, control and self-esteem deteriorate. Depression may be a cause or a side effect of the process.

    Suicidality occurs when the stress induces psychological pain so unbearable that death is seen as the only relief. Prior to this point the individual is at risk of becoming suicidal. Beyond it the individual is at risk of completing suicide. Becoming suicidal is a crisis that causes traumatic stress.

    Ingrained beliefs and values may cause an individual to be stigmatized by their own suicidality. This leads to shame and guilt. These cause alienation from self and withdrawal from others, which are also drivers.

    Suicidality entails changes in brain chemistry and physiology. Suicidal individuals manifest various chemical imbalances. Most notable is depleted serotonin, a neurotransmitter that inhibits self-harm. This is a neurological threshold and those near or beyond it must be treated with medications.

    There is no choice. Suicidal individuals are beset by suffering that is distracting and disabling. Suicidality is a state of total pain which limits options to enduring or ending utter agony.

  • The Pinnacle

    Journal Entry: 2/8/11 – Dream: The Pinnacle

    Mountain in HimalayasRecently in a dream I was removed from where I worked and taken on a journey to a location I did not know. A large truck-like vehicle was before me and I found a seat in the back of the vehicle as three other men joined me on the journey. Once we were all seated, the vehicle began to move along the path before us. I did not recognize the individual driving the vehicle, he just faced forward, never spoke or turned his head from the road ahead.

    I felt anxious because I didn’t know where I was being taken or what was going happen to me when I arrived. I didn’t have a hard hat or safety glasses and wondered if I would get reprimanded for arriving without them. The three men traveling along with me seemed to share the same anxiety that I was experiencing, we all sat in silence wondering, waiting…

    The driver kept looking forward never speaking to us as he focused on the destination. Miles and miles went by and then the road began to narrow just like the bow of a ship comes to a point. The road was bordered with cut stones to guide the traveler to the center. My breath left me in excitement as I saw the very point where the two sides of the road came together in a point, the Pinnacle.

    I jumped out of the vehicle and ran to the pinnacle (def. a pointed extremity), it was in a very high place overlooking the world. Suspended, directly in front of the pinnacle, was what appeared to be a reflection of Heaven framed in billowy white clouds. In awe of the beauty of this place, I slowly turned around surveying the splendor of the world below. I felt just like a mountain climber, who had successfully ascended the summit of Everest taking in the panoramic view for as long as I could; it was so beautiful to be in this place. In some ways I experienced the joy of what Peter felt when Jesus took the three disciple up on the mount of transfiguration.  “Peter said to Jesus, “Lord, it is good for us to be here.” Mat 17:4

    The other three men joined me at the Pinnacle. They wrapped their arms together and wanted me to take their picture. I wanted to video this place but all I had was the cell phone camera. The anxiety we had experienced earlier on the journey had been replaced with exuberance and awe of the wonder of this place.  Then the dream ended as quickly as it had begun, I awoke so refreshed and my heart was filled with encouragement.

     -Journal End –

    My reflections:

    The philosopher Nietzsche wrote, “For happiness, how little suffices for happiness! No matter how my walk may appear to the casual observer or to the harshest critic, it is ultimately my journey to walk and not anyone else’s. There is nothing more important than walking in the joy of the Lord in a real, alive and vibrant relationship with the Master.

    When we’re found of the Lord we enter into an exclusive relationship with the Master. It is extremely exclusive as two lovers engaged waiting for the wedding day. He sends us gifts, love letters and whispers in our ear from time to time as He jealously watches over us. No devil can snatch us away.

    This is the point and purpose of life; to live before our God in open consciousness, looking, waiting for His words to us and yielding to His will. Submission is everything! It calms our minds and truly puts Him in charge of our lives. When we reach this place, we enter into the arena of His perfect will and perfect journey towards the center thereof. He will guide us along the journey which He has set before we were ever created.

    Prior to the dream, I was in a place of gloom due to circumstances beyond my control. In the dream the Lord assured me that the things, which He has promised to me over the years, will come to pass. I believe He showed me this dream to encourage me because of the currently delay which I find myself in right now.  I have learned that not all delays are due my disobedience, failures or short comings. A believer may also experience spiritual delays due to their obedience. In some cases, God is working on others to get them in alignment to His will so He may use them to aid us in our journey.  If you’re experiencing this, pray God will show you the cause of your journey’s delay and if not do a lot of praying in the Spirit. When you find your journey in an extended delay don’t stop petitioning the Heavens until God announces to you that the delay is over. He will eventually!

    Bro. Bill

  • Angels In Our Midst

    Journal Entry: Angels in Our Midst

    Date: 11/20/2010

    angel at doorDuring quiet time I was re-reading portions from the book by H. A. Baker “Visions of Heaven” where the children were caught up in the spirit to heaven and experienced the immeasurable joy and laughter while playing with angels. The kids rolling, laughing and playing with angels painted a picture so wonderful to me. I meditated on how the Bible speaks of angels in our midst and how the kids described seeing angels during the out pouring of the Holy Spirit. Right then, I asked the Lord to let me experience the same joy and laughter as the Abdullam orphans did, I asked the Lord to send an angel to me since He has myriads of them just sitting around waiting for an assignment; I have faith for that kind of prayer and in fact,  I’ve prayed it many times before ministering and have seen God deliver the answer ever time.

    Later in the afternoon, after finishing a long walk in the park, I came into our home and sat down on the sofa with my dear wife. Suddenly, we heard the front glass storm door open and quickly close. We were sitting where we could look down the hall towards the front door and  both leaned forward looking in the direction of the sound we both heard and said together, “Did you hear that? It sounded like someone opened and closed the storm door.”

    Immediately, my wife got up and walked to the front door and opened it looking to see if anyone was there or nearby. No one was to be seen nor was there a package left at the door by someone.

    She returned back to the den where I was sitting and then I sensed the presence of an angel just to my right standing next to me.  As soon as I said, “I sense an angel here” I broke into a deep weeping, I mean I just melted and I couldn’t stop it. I wept for a short period of time and then the sobbing turned into laughter. I would begin to weep and end up with laughter and it continued for some time. I felt the joy of the Lord flooding into my soul bringing with it healing and a refreshing supernatural strength. This must be what the kids felt as described in the book “Vision of Heaven”. This was indeed a piece of heaven ministered to me by an angel of the Lord.

    Then as soon as the angel came, the angel left, but somehow I will never be the same. I told my wife of my prayer to receive the same joy and laughter that the kids felt and that this was the Lord answering my prayer. She said, “He really loves you,” her words were so beautiful and timely. My Lord indeed loves me and when He manifests His love to me in such a personable way, I can’t help but fall in love with Him all the more.  After all it is about growing in relationship with the Father that matters more than any other thing on this earth.

    Know Him and be known of Him. (Matthew 7)

    Scripture References:

    “Are they not all ministering spirits, sent forth to minister for them who shall be heirs of salvation?” Heb 1:14

    But you have come to Mount Zion and to the city of the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem, and to myriads of *angels,” Heb. 12:22

    “…Do not sorrow, for the joy of the LORD is your strength.” Neh. 8:10

    “Restore to me the joy of Your salvation And sustain me with a willing spirit.”Ps. 51:12

    “And the young men and the old, together; For I will turn their mourning to joy, Will comfort them, And make them rejoice rather than sorrow.” Jer. 31:13

    Relationship Verses:

    “Many will say to Me on that day, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in Your name, and in Your name cast out demons, and in Your name perform many miracles?’ “And then I will declare to them, ‘I never knew you; DEPART FROM ME, YOU WHO PRACTICE LAWLESSNESS.”  Mat 7:22-23

     (read all of Matthew  chapter 7 which is about relationship) 

  • To Be With Him

    Journal Entry: 9/9/2010

    Dream: Just To Be With Him

    kitty quiet time smlI was driving down the hi-way and was half-way between two small towns. I pulled my vehicle off to the side of the road onto the grass and got out. I walked to the rear of the vehicle and saw my cat (named Kitty) who is a dear family member.  She apparently had walked fifteen miles to get where I had stopped my vehicle. At first I didn’t like it that she had left her safe home until I realized how much she just wanted to be with me which was displayed by the great effort it took to come be with me. I picked her up in my arms and put her in the front passenger seat. She sat up tall and gleamed with joy because she was with me and I was very happy to be with her as well.

    Then the scene in the dream changed and I was sitting in the front passenger seat of my natural father’s vehicle. I always loved being with him although he didn’t speak that much to me. I was just so happy to be with him as he steered the vehicle onto a side road to show me things he found interesting. I looked over at him as he rode with his elbow sticking out the window and he pointed out things he wanted to show me; I loved every minute of it. Somehow, I knew he enjoyed it as much as I did.

    End of Dream:

    Meaning of dream:

    The dream is about how our heavenly Father loves for us to come to be with Him.  As much as I was touched by the effort my cat made to be with me, so does our heavenly Father appreciate our effort to be with Him. The thrill I felt when I realized that my cat risked everything by coming so far to be with me melted my heart. She gave up her safety, comfort, resources and family to follow me; I was so touched. The Lord impressed upon me that this is how He feels when His children come just to be with Him in fellowship.  He loves us being with Him and looks for those who will come spend time with Him. Few will make the effort but those who do are greatly rewarded.

    Many times when I have been before the Lord I experienced the supernatural things of God which would not have happened if I hadn’t disciplined myself to spend intimate time with Him. Many people are seeking the supernatural of God but aren’t seeking Him for Him alone.

    I can remember just sitting in the same room with my natural father just because I wanted to be with him. I wasn’t necessarily expecting anything from him each time but when he did open up and share mysteries of his life it made me want to know him all the more.

    Our heavenly Father is much like that in regard to wanting us to be with Him and if He chooses to open up, you will want to keep coming back time and time again to be with Him, wanting to know Him all the more.

    I promise you if you will make the effort to be with Him in a steadfast, faithful manner, He will reveal Himself at a time of His choosing. After all He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him.

    “And without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is and that He is a rewarder of those who seek Him.” Heb 11:6

    Jesus taught it is necessary to deny ourselves and follow Him which is key to knowing the things of God. He also declared that we will be known by our fruit.

    priest praying“A good tree cannot produce bad fruit, nor can a bad tree produce good fruit.” “Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire.”So then, you will know them by their fruits. “Not everyone who says to Me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father who is in heaven will enter.Many will say to Me on that day, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in Your name, and in Your name cast out demons, and in Your name perform many  miracles?’ “And then I will declare to them, ‘I never knew you; DEPART FROM ME, YOU WHO PRACTICE LAWLESSNESS.’ Mat 7:18-23

    How do you get to know someone? You spend time with them as often as you can. You exchange thoughts and learn about one another. Over a period of time you build a relationship that truly is wonderful and unique. We hear how it is important to know God and most take that to mean read the Bible and learn about Him but that is only part of the equation. Jesus makes it clear in Matthew 7 verse 23 that he will declare to them, “I never knew you”.

    I can read about the president of the country but that doesn’t mean I know him. I only know about him. However, if I spend time visiting with him, eventually I can say I know him and he knows me.

    Relationship is the one thing that is threaded into God’s word from Genesis to Revelation. From the beginning of man in the Garden up to now God is looking for people who want to know Him in a true relationship. That is what it is about…RELATIONSHIP! When the Lord showed me Mat 7:18-23 some years ago and what He would do with those who use Him to self-promote their ministry I heard Him clearly say to me, “It’s about RELATIONSHIP”! I have kept true to that revelation ever since no matter what I’m going through I go through it in a pure relationship with my Lord.

    I believe relationship is the one key thing that is missing in the messages preached today. Relationship is the true foundation of walking with God and being pleasing in His sight. In a few verses just after Jesus said, “I never knew you” He teaches about building your house on the rock so you can stand when the floods come and they will come.

    Relationship goes beyond just knowing the scriptures because He is the incarnate Word. Just knowing the Word won’t keep you from perishing in Hell but being known intimately of God will. If you read the book by Mary K. Baxter, “A Divine Revelation of Hell” you will never be the same person again. You will be amazed at the revelation which she brings from her journeys there and how many lost souls speak scriptures in the flames of their torment. You can search the Internet and find the book, audio or soft copy version. The Start of Audio version: Part 1 of 14.

    Then Jesus said to His disciples, “If anyone wishes to come after Me, he must deny himself, and take up his cross and follow Me.” Mat. 16:24

    And He summoned the crowd with His disciples, and said to them, “If anyone wishes to come after Me, he must deny himself, and take up his cross and follow Me.” MK 8:34

    relationshipAnd He said to another, “Follow Me.” But he said, “Lord, permit me first to go and bury my father.” But He said to him, “Allow the dead to bury their own dead; but as for you, go and proclaim everywhere the kingdom of God.” Another also said, “I will follow You, Lord; but first permit me to say good-bye to those at home.” But Jesus said to him, “No one, after putting his hand to the plow and looking back, is fit for the kingdom of God.” Luke 9:59-62

    Jesus spoke about the sower of the seed and how the devil would come to steal the Word of God from the heart. The rocky ground is where the roots of the seed couldn’t go down deep enough to survive the heat and dry climate and the thorns which grew up to choke out the plant representing the cares of the world.

    We live in a busy world and have things on our plate but we must make time to be with the Father. It is the key vital part that is missing in most Christians walk. Many people try to substitute attending church as being with the Father but that isn’t the same. Is being in a public meeting with your spouse the same as being alone with them in an intimate setting?  Of course not and neither is your public display intimate time with the Father. It can be part of your walk but God never intended it to replace time alone with Him.

    He wants us to come and desires it more than we know. Think about how you feel when your spouse, kids, dear friends or pets come to you just to be with you and how that makes you feel. Now imagine how the Father feels when you come to be with Him for no other reason than you just want to spend time together. Relationship is the true foundation of the believers walk and truly isn’t an option with God. Think about that statement for a second. If you want the things of God you have to be known of God and that requires a relationship with Him.

    I hope you will make the necessary changes to your walk and make relationship with Him a priority. It will forever change you!

    Be Blessed In a Fruitful Relationship with Him,

    Bro. Bill

  • Preparation of the Bride – Pt. 2 –Meet With Me

    Preparation of the Bride – Pt. 2 –Meet With Me

    Journal Entry: Dream
    Title: Meet With Me
    Date: 9/20/2010

    lady prayingI was walking along a path and in my hands I had some technical documents, advertisement flyer and a device much like a smart phone. As I passed by some ladies I accidently hit a button on the device and it began to play music. They said, “Leave it here with us so we can listen to music!” I had already fumbled around on the device and somehow turned the music off.  No matter how hard I tried I could not turn it back on.

    Then a nice you lady wearing a modest, brown dress came up to me and said, “I have something I want to talk to you about.” She walked into a building and went into a room and closed the door. I kept fumbling around with the smart phone at the same time trying to manage the other objects that were in my hands to the point I just couldn’t let the nice young lady wait any longer. I put the papers, flyer and smart device down and went into the room where the lady was waiting. I started to leave the door partly open to protect her reputation but it was so noisy outside I closed it and she nodded her approval.  She had on glasses and an old style hair-do. We looked eye to eye as she sat across from me. Then she said, “Three years ago I committed to going to a meeting one night a week and I have done so faithfully for three years.  Now I know Him, I know the things He likes and I see the things His does.  I know Him intimately. I’m not the same any more. It has transformed me in ways I can’t begin to explain. “

    Then I saw the most beautiful cobalt blue orbs and spheres filled with secret knowledge of the things of God form in the space between the lady and myself.  These were secrets that He will only reveal to those who are intimate with Him. There are things which are to be revealed to us if we will come and meet with Him. That was made very clear to me.

    The young lady shared some things she was shown about Christ that are beyond the ability of a human to know on our own. These things ‘stretched’ my thinking somewhat but were believable because the Spirit made it so.

    She said, “Just commit to one meeting a week for three years and you will know Him and what He likes and what He likes to do.”

    The dream ended.

    End of journal entry:

    The Dream Interpretation:

    praying on stepsThe young lady represents a messenger from Holy Spirit.  The brown dress represents warmth and caring, even pastoral duties. Holy Spirit is the one who will prepare the believers to become the bride of Christ. One of the ways this will happen is spending time meeting with Him once a week for three years with the door closed to protect the intimate time together.  It is important to block out the noise of the world during these meetings as well escape from our busy lives and allow time for Holy Spirit to minister to us.  We are constantly bombarded by media which wants to do one thing and that is to influence our lives. Read Influence

    The things I saw in the open vision she put before me were like cobalt blue orbs that spiraled out and revealed wonderful amazing revelation of the secret things of God.  These secrets will hit our understanding for the first time and we will be taken back by the knowledge but know it was from God.  Paul wrote about being caught up into Paradise and heard inexpressible words, which a man is not permitted to speak. 2 Corinthians 12:2-4

    This isn’t mandatory but it is essential for the bride of Christ to make this choice. Do we want to let go of all the things that are so distracting in our lives and set aside one evening a week to meet with Him?

    In the Jewish wedding tradition there is a preparation of the bride where she is given a ritual bath up to two days before the wedding, typically during the night. (… A day is a thousand years and a thousand-years is as a day. 2 Peter 3:8

    The place of bathing is called Mikvah and several biblical regulations specify that full immersion in water is required to regain ritual purity after ritually impure incidents have occurred. Most forms of impurity can be nullified through immersion in any natural collection of water. Some, such as a Zav, however require “living water,” such as springs or groundwater wells. Living water has the further advantage of being able to purify even while flowing as opposed to rainwater which must be stationary in order to purify.

    Moses instructed the people to consecrate and wash themselves prior to meeting with the Lord. This is a type & shadow of what the Lord is showing us to do now which is to consecrate our lives and meet with Him and be washed in the living water prior to meeting with Him upon His return.

    The LORD also said to Moses, “Go to the people and consecrate them today and tomorrow, and let them wash their garments; and let them be ready for the third day, for on the third day the LORD will come down on Mount Sinai in the sight of all the people.” Ex. 19:10-11

    The Lord knows those that are His, He isn’t coming back for a harlot nor will He join himself to a bride that doesn’t know or hasn’t shown any interest in knowing Him. Read Preparation of the Bride Pt. 1

    Nevertheless, the firm foundation of God stands, having this seal, “The Lord knows those who are His,” and, “Everyone who names the name of theLord is to abstain from wickedness.” 2 Tim. 2:19

    bride closeupWould you marry someone who you didn’t know and who really wasn’t interested in spending time with you? Or if each time you wanted to be with them they had something much more important to do or they want to be with someone else? Would you marry that kind of person? Of course not and Christ will not either.

    Just after quiet time the same morning the Lord put in my spirit the chorus to a song by an 80’s band Tears For Fears as I began singing the words…

    Shout, shout, let it all out
    These are the things I can do without
    Come on, I’m talking to you, come on

    Shout, shout, let it all out
    These are the things I can do without
    Come on, I’m talking to you, come on

    Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ also loved the church and gave Himself up for her, so that He might sanctify her, having cleansed her by the washing of water with the word, that He might present to Himself the church in all her glory, having no spot or wrinkle or any such thing; but that she would be holy and blameless. Eph. 5:25-27

    “Let us rejoice and be glad and give the glory to Him, for the marriage of the Lamb has come and His bride has made herself ready.” Rev. 19:7

    Will you commit to one evening a week for three years to meet with Jesus Christ privately and in sincerity to get to know Him and be washed in the living water of the Lord? His promise to us is that you will be rewarded with a beautiful life changing relationship in which He will show you all about Him and you will truly enter into a relationship with the living God.

    I pray you will pass this along to as many as you know who love God and who sense His return but don’t know what to do to prepare. The bride must make herself ready! Come to the living water and be cleansed.

    And without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is and that He is a rewarder of those who seek Him. Heb. 11:6

    May you be blessed richly in the knowledge and truth of Christ.

    Bro. Bill

  • The Weary Souls

    Journal Entry: Dream – Weary Soul – 9/5/10

    Twin Brothers on LawnI was walking down a path that went through a small quaint town; my brother was walking beside me on my left side. We passed a general store and a man came out with a six pack of beer cradled under his left arm and one beer in his right hand. He looked at me and said, “Do you want one?” I shook my head to say no and we kept on walking.  I asked my brother if he knew about the man who lived in the house just to our right who had been recently widowed. He responded, “No.” I said, “But you live here and this is a small town and you know everyone, how could you not know how he is hurting?” I knew by the Spirit the depths of the man’s pain and how he was hiding it from everyone trying to appear strong. I began to feel such sadness in my soul as I began to sob. I didn’t want my brother to see my sorrow but my sobbing went to depths I hadn’t felt in a long time and I couldn’t hide it any longer. I wept bitterly as I squinted through the tears just to see the road under my feet. However, as deep as my sorrow was my brother was clueless to the pain in my soul or anyone else’s. We kept walking on.

    – End of Dream-

    Notes: I wasn’t dreaming about my soul weeping. Somehow, I knew that my soul had actually been weeping although I experienced no physical tears when I woke up, the tears were spiritual tears. They were extremely deep felt tears that washed away the weariness in my soul. I could tell things were different afterwards, much different. I had been praying for months for the Lord to heal my soul; to bring healing and restoration and at the appointed time He did. I’m not saying He’s finished restoring my soul but He sure has begun the healing process and all I had to do was lie beside the quiet waters and wait.

    -End of Journal Entry-

    The dream is about the weary and wounded souls that are in us and all around us. We don’t see them because we hide our pain from others. Often we don’t even recognize that our own soul is weary. We just feel like we have to be strong and press on and hope things will improve. After all people are depending on us for so many things and there lies the problem.

    I see the body of Christ as a hurting, tired, weary army which refuses to admit they are exhausted from busyness, rejection and the effects of sin. As an army of God we’re not ready to face the trials and struggles of the days ahead. We have been overworked by religion, duties and responsibilities and the expectations of others in our personal lives. There is a Japanese word Karoshi which means, “Death from overwork.” Overwork kills thousands upon thousands every year. Many people choose to be busy so they don’t have to face the vanity of their life. Some keep noise going afraid of what they may hear in the quiet. The “quiet” can be very discomforting to someone who’s not used to it. Busyness becomes an identity of self-worth to many by establishing a sense of importance. However, busyness eventually wears us down by neglecting our soul the rest it requires to prosper in life.

    Jesus addressed the people with “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my load is light.”

    Weariness Comes From

    the additonsBiblically weariness and unrest come from sin and disobedience or from the sins of others perpetrated against us. Adding to the causes of weariness are sorrow and grief, conflicts in relationships, daily responsibilities, busyness and physical fatigue.

    And Rebekah said to Isaac, I am weary of my life because of the daughters of Heth: if Jacob take a wife of the daughters of Heth, such as these [which are] of the daughters of the land, what good shall my life do me? Gen. 27:46

    My soul is weary of my life; I will leave my complaint upon myself; I will speak in the bitterness of my soul. Job 10:1

    So what will heal the wounded souls of the masses? Will it be three points and a poem sermon? Will more Bible studies bring the healing? Will more commitment to the church or perfect attendance bring us comfort? Many times people are made to feel obligated to attend church every time the door is open. If you’re serving in some duty each time you are in church then it will eventually lead to burn-out if no relief is made available.

    I once worked for a boss who had me on an important project; the project I was working on was so he could look good to his superiors. I worked seven days a week for seven weeks traveling all across the country without a day off. I found myself mentally losing it, I called him one day before coming to work and requested some time off.

    More than once, I’ve been is engaged in a long term battle during my Christian walk and I expect you have as well. Often in ministry God will send you to places you don’t want to go and ask you to do things you don’t want to do with people you don’t want to be associated.

    This kind of service and faithfulness wears on the soul no matter how great a saint you may be because of the constant spiritual resistance you face in these assignments. The adversary will oppose you every step of the way by using people whom he has influenced.

    How do we recover from weariness?

    And He said to them, “Come away by yourselves to a secluded place and rest a while.” (For there were many people coming and going, and they did not even have time to eat.) They went away in the boat to a secluded place by themselves. Mark 6:31-32

    In the verses below Paul has been very active in his assignment and was in need of rest. The books of the New Testament are filled with the trials and perils Paul endured.

    Then spake the Lord to Paul in the night by a vision, Be not afraid, but speak, and hold not thy peace: for I am with you, and no man will attack you in order to harm you, for I have many people in this city.” And he settled there a year and six months, teaching the word of God among them.” Acts 18:9-11

    Why did He do this?

    We think believers shouldn’t get weary or depressed so we just hide it and certainly don’t let anyone know it, especially the ones closest to us. We certainly don’t want our fellow believers to see us weary for they may think we’re weak and not standing in the Word and all its promises. However, ministry, life situations and responsibilities will drain the life right out of us, it’s common to us all.

    Jesus knew what he was talking about when he told his disciples to come away with him. The news that Jesus’ cousin, John the Baptist, had been murdered had been delivered to the men. They needed to “go offline” for a while and be restored by getting some REST!

    What is the cure?

    The one sure cure for the weary soul is to rest beside the quiet waters with the Lord. Recognizing that you are weary is the first step in your recovery. Prayer and asking the Father to restore your soul is vital. He will wash your soul with your own tears as He rehabs you back to life once again. The Hebrew word for restore is “shuwb” and it means “to return, turn back”. We need to allow Him to lead us to the quiet waters. Spend as much time with Him as you can without making it legalistic, you can’t rest if you’re working to get to rest.  It means you learn to simply be still, wait upon the Lord, to listen and to rest.

    “So there remains a Sabbath rest for the people of God. For the one who has entered His rest has himself also rested from his works, as God did from His . Therefore let us be diligent to enter that rest, so that no one will fall, through following the same example of disobedience.” Heb 4:9-11

    Life is filled at times with moments of great joy as well as great sadness; if you’re human you will get weary at some point in your life. The successes of our past or the miracles we’ve seen don’t help us escape weariness of the soul in the present situations. We must allow God to bring this to pass for He is the Healer of our souls as well as our bodies.

    As believers we should be able to bring comfort to the weary, I love this verse and have prayed it before going to sleep many times.

    The Lord GOD hath given me the tongue of the learned, that I should know how to speak a word in season to [him that is] weary: he wakeneth morning by morning, he wakeneth mine ear to hear as the learned.” Is. 50:4

    You can’t rush God on how and when He restores your soul but He will in His timing and however He chooses to do so. He wants His people to be whole and healthy. “Beloved, I pray that in all respects, you may prosper and be in good health, just as your soul prospers.” 3 John 1:2

    The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside quiet waters. He restores my soul; He guides me in the paths of righteousness For His name’s sake. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear no evil, for You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of mine enemies; You have anointed my head with oil; My cup overflows. Surely goodness and lovingkindness will follow me all the days of my life, And I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.” Psalm 23:1-6

    But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew [their] strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; [and] they shall walk, and not faint. Is. 40:31


  • We Must Return To Christ!

    Journal Entry: Dumitru Duduman
    Date: 8-10-2010

    I heard in the Spirit a quick burst of rapid yet light knocking on the front door waking me up this morning at 4:49 am. I have experienced this numerous times over the course of the past seven years in the home we currently reside. I listened in the natural to make sure no one was actually knocking on the door and there was no one there. I closed my eyes and went back to sleep.  

    Later I saw in the Spirit the man Dumitru Duduman; As I stood in a long hallway or tunnel, He came walking up to me. The tunnel was filled with very soft, white morning light. When Dumitru got closer to me, I recognized him as a much younger man than the pictures I’ve seen later during his life. (Dumitru passed away May 5, 1997) Again, I  was awake asking the Lord to show me what this is about, I closed my eyes and went back to sleep.  

    Sometime afterwards, I heard in the Spirit a loud, “Ga-gong”, which awakened me. Now, the morning light was actually coming in the windows signaling the beginning of a new day but all that was on my mind was to seek the Lord to find out what was this about.

    -End Journal Entry-

    During my morning quiet time, while praying for Lord to reveal the meaning of these three events, I was led to a book I refer to at times, “The Comprehensive Hebrew Calendar” by Arthur Spier. What I discovered is that today is a new moon and the beginning of the month of Elul. Elul is the last month of the year (5770) in the Hebrew calendar and is the agriculture month of processing grapes, figs and olives in the agricultural cycle.

    Elul (very brief explanation)

    Elul in Jewish understanding is the key to unlocking the inner and most potent meaning of the heart. Elul is made up of the Hebrew letters aleph, lamed, vav and lamed are an acronym for the phrase from the Songs of Songs: Ani L’dodi V’dodi Li, which means, “I am to my beloved and my beloved is to me.”

    tunnelThis phrase symbolizes the bride and groom, husband and wife or our personal life with Christ. In the Zophar (Jewish commentaries) Elul we are “back to back” in relationship with God and by the end of Elul we are “face to face” with God. It’s a month of a complete turning around of our lives back to God if we choose to do so.

    This doesn’t mean that in Elul God is more easily reached because He is there always. Beautifully, Elul is about letting go of hurt, anger, unresolved arguments, disappointment, abandonment or whatever root of pain we may have and return to God with all sincerity. Elul is a time for breaking out of boundaries by turning our soul back to an inner intimate walk with God.

    What does seeing the vision of a younger Dumitru Duduman mean? 

    In Dumitru’s first recorded spiritual encounter in America, he clearly states he was wide awake when it was given to him in 1984. It is titled “America Will Burn” and it is the first of many he received until his passing May 5, 1997.

    An angel showed up and transported him to California, Las Vegas, the state of New York and all of Florida and then said, “This is Sodom and Gomorrah! In one day it will burn.” The angel took him back home and said, “All of this I have shown you – In one day it will burn.”

    I strongly believe the Lord showed me a much younger Dumitru to point me to his first spiritual encounter in America where he was given a revelatory experience to warn America what is coming if it does not repent and turn back to God. The Lord wants to warn this nation and the church yet again.

    The Lord of Lords is calling out to His people to return to Him and become His bride. The only way to escape the judgments coming upon this nation and world is to fully abide in Christ. He will protect His bride. Those who live a holy life will be saved, only those whose names are written in the Book of Life will be saved. The mountain is Christ and by Him you are saved, stand on the mountain above the judgments which are to come.

    Please read the entire text to appreciate the warning given to America in 1984 and once again being signaled to this nation.

    To read the full text of this Dumitru’s encounter please go to America Will Burn

    Bro. Bill

  • Throwing the Spear – Vision

    On March 2008, while I was in quiet time with the Lord, I suddenly saw myself in a vision. In this vision, I ran forward with my right arm raised up high and was holding a spear in my hand. I built up great momentum as I paced my steps like a javelin thrower while getting ready to release the spear at the exact moment with maximum power.

    javelin manAs I looked to my immediate right I saw a muscled-up Olympian athlete running beside me mimicking my every motion. He was the most ripped up, powerful athlete I had ever seen. His right arm was raised as he paced his steps carrying a spear just like mine. As I released my spear, the Olympian released the spear he was carrying with a mighty thrust.

     However, I saw one spear going out from me headed into total darkness and heard a powerful metallic sound “whing-ching,” as the spear divided into hundreds of spears with such force. The spears hurriedly flew off into the darkness of the vision.  I said, “No one could resist such a weapon!” The vision ended.

     A day later my wife was sitting in her office on a Sunday afternoon and calmly said to me, “I believe you’re to start a blog.” I knew her anointing, I knew her walk with God and I trust her explicitly in these matters. (She’s able to recommend a book for someone, and the reader will know she’s heard God in the matter. She’s done it for me many times over the years.) So, when she said this about me creating a blog I began immediately to seek God as to what the blog should be about. I sensed I was to write about the supernatural side of God, which so many want to know more about and so little is truly written on it. So that is how “Walking In The Supernatural” came into being.

    A year later I still didn’t know the meaning of the vision. I thought of it often and kept seeking God for the meaning but had no understanding. I am confident if I ask God for understanding about a matter, He will answer me at some point in time and He will tell me what He wants me to know. He does this because He wants us to know His secrets, He shares secrets with His friends but not His servants (slaves).

     “No longer do I call you slaves, for the slave does not know what his master is doing; but I have called you friends, for all things that I have heard from My Father I have made known to you.” John 15:15

    “Call to Me and I will answer you, and I will tell you great and mighty things, which you do not know.” Jer. 33:3

    About a year after this vision, while writing a blog, God revealed to me the meaning of the vision with the spear. The vision of the spear represents this blog; it was God’s certification for me to write the blog. He knows I don’t want to do things just for the sake of doing them, I want God to show me what He wants me to do and then do it with all my heart.

    For the blog, God gives me dreams, visions, prophecy, revelation or I pull from my journal and events from my past which I feel inspired to write about. When I publish an article it goes into all the Earth. Each blog is read by hundreds of people, which is represented by the spear (whing-chinging) multiplying into hundreds of spears. Today, Walking In The Supernatural is read by people in all nations around the world, God is faithful and yes God is Supernatural!

    In Christ Name,

    Bill Nelson

  • Agents of Change -True Spiritual Warfare

    shipA few years ago my wife and I arrived in Galveston to set sail for a fabulous week on a western Caribbean cruise. My wife owns a cruise travel business so we have cruised and inspected these beautiful ships many times. One thing that is apparent from the concept, design and implementation of a cruise ship is that its sole purpose is for fun, for relaxation and for adventure. These are some of the reasons people sail on-board them by the millions each year.

    However, on one particular voyage, things didn’t go exactly as planned. We arrived in Galveston around noon on embarkation day only to find that the ship we were to be boarding shortly wasn’t back in port. What could possibly keep one of these mega-machines from being on time? The weather was perfect and the skies were clear with no strong winds blowing.

     We began to hear rumors that the night before the ships’ return, someone had jumped over board and the ship had spent about four hours in a search and rescue effort trying to recover the individual. All efforts to find them failed and the ship finally returned to port.

    We were upset at first for the inconvenience of the delay since it causes such chaos to the already hectic process of getting everyone off the ship with their luggage, clearing out the parking lots so the arriving guest can be accommodated with out delay.  Eventually, late that evening we set sail in the dark of the evening and we are now on our adventure.

    The next day was a full day at sea.  As my wife and I were walking the Lido deck of the ship, I couldn’t help but think about the young man who had jumped off the ship committing suicide the night before. I told my wife, “This ship was made for fun and the company that owns the cruse ship calls their fleet ‘The Fun Ships.’”

     What had happened was wrong! James 1:17 says, “Every good thing bestowed and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights, with whom there is no variation, or shifting shadow.” This cruise ship’s concept, design and sole purpose was a good thing bestowed by God through mankind! The inspiration behind it was for pleasure and fun.

    The more I thought about this senseless death and the purpose of this beautiful ship, the angrier I became at the devils evil in the Earth. Something had to be done and I was going to do it. I told my wife what was troubling me and that we were going to declare what God’s purpose was for the ship and drive the evil spirit of suicide from the ship.

     We began to walk the deck speaking against the spirit of suicide commanding it to leave the ship and stated that it can’t return. We spent some time at this and then went about our cruise fun. A little bit later, I told my wife, “We’re not finished, we have to go back up on the Lido deck and speak against the spirit of suicide again.”

    rail_satan1Once again we walked on deck quietly declaring what this ship was created for and that suicide had no place here and had to go. After some time in prayer I felt a release and that we had accomplished what we as Christians are to do.

    That same night the Lord gave me a dream. In the dream I saw my wife and I walking the deck of the ship praying and speaking against the spirit of suicide. As we stood on deck near an air vent pipe, which rose above the deck about two feet, a snake as large as any anaconda on Earth came up out of the air vent and wrapped around my legs in a hideous effort to intimidate and to stay on board. In the dream, I told it to get off the ship and leave now! The snake unwrapped from my legs and darted back down the air vent pipe disappearing from sight. We continued to stand there and pray commanding it to leave. Suddenly the snake burst forth from the pipe and slithered over to the side of the ship and disappeared for good. We had won the battle and rejoiced greatly.

    When we awoke the next morning, I told my wife about the dream and how it revealed that the first time we went on deck and prayed the spirit of suicide didn’t leave the ship but only went in hiding. However, when Holy Spirit unctioned us to go back and pray again then the spirit of suicide left the ship.

    We rejoiced and to this day no one has committed suicide from that particular ship albeit they have from other ships in the cruise industry. How many lives have been spared due to this righteous act of faith and obedience to the Lord?

    Dear saints of God, we must recognize and engage the forces of evil with our faith. Just take the time to look at any situation and see if there is a problem and if it is contrary to the plan and purposes of God. If so, declare what God’s Word says about it and release His will into the situation.

    To better understand this subject please read the article “Release My Word Release My Word «” and “Speak My Word God Is Waiting For You to Speak His Word «

    In the book of Acts, chapter 26:18, Paul tells of the commission he received from the Lord Jesus, which is to “open their eyes so that they may turn from darkness to light and from the dominion of Satan to God, in order that they may receive forgiveness of sins and an inheritance among those who have been sanctified by faith in Me.”

    sword_wordAs Christians we are to be impacting the world around us, where we live, where we work and yes, even where we travel. God has used me often to directly confront evil forces face-to-face and drive evil influences from the work place, from our neighborhood, the city where I reside and from where I travel, for we have been given dominion in this Earth over evil.

    I want to inject that in no way are the cruise lines at fault when someone listens to the evil seducing voice of suicide and jumps overboard. If there is any fault it would be on us…the Christians, who lack knowledge of spiritual matters and allow such evil in our presence. We must recognize that we are a royal priesthood and our commission from Christ is to become agents of change in our time while on the Earth.  In 1 Peter 2:9 Christians are a royal priesthood proclaiming the excellencies of Jesus to the world. 

    In conclusion it is vitally important to recognize the original purpose bestowed by the intent and gifts of God for all the things that surround our lives to see if each one of them is functioning according to His purpose. If not, we are to speak God’s word to the problem until we see the matter align back to God’s purpose. This includes our homes, our neighborhoods, our workplaces, our schools, our courts, our governments and the nations.

    We’re not to be railing against powers, rulers and authorities in the heavens and calling them down. That doesn’t scare or intimidate them in any way. What evil is most afraid of is the saint who grows in the glory of the Lord and the manifold wisdom of God demonstrating to the rulers and authorities in the heavenly places the power and authority of each Christian to bring the light into darkness exposing the evil of the devil’s kingdom. That is the church’s assignment and purpose according to Eph 3: 10 “so that the manifold wisdom of God might now be made known through the church to the rulers and the authorities in the heavenly {places.}”

    Be dynamic in your faith and become and agent of change!!!

    Bro. Bill

    Scripture References:

    Dan. 2:2 “It is He who reveals the profound and hidden things; He knows what is in the darkness, And the light dwells with Him.


    JN 8:12 Then Jesus again spoke to them, saying, “I am the Light of the world; he who follows Me will not walk in the darkness, but will have the Light of life.”

    Rom. 2:9 and are confident that you yourself are a guide to the blind, a light to those who are in darkness,

    Rom. 13:12 The night is almost gone, and the day is near. Therefore let us lay aside the deeds of darkness and put on the armor of light.

    1 cor. 4:5 Therefore do not go on passing judgment before the time, {but wait} until the Lord comes who will both bring to light the things hidden in the darkness and disclose the motives of {men’s} hearts; and then each man’s praise will come to him from God.

    2 Cor. 4:6 For God, who said, “Light shall shine out of darkness,” is the One who has shone in our hearts to give the Light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ.

    Eph. 5:8 for you were formerly darkness, but now you are Light in the Lord; walk as children of Light

    1 Thes. 5:5  for you are all sons of light and sons of day. We are not of night nor of darkness;

    1 Pet. 2:9 “But you are A CHOSEN RACE, A royal PRIESTHOOD, A HOLY NATION, A PEOPLE FOR {God’s} OWN POSSESSION, so that you may proclaim the excellencies of Him who has called you out of darkness into His marvelous light;” 

  • Seasons in the Word Lead to Victories in the Spirit

    waveI have noticed that God gives us seasons where He leads us into studying His Word. During this season, we seem to have a greater desire to read the Word more than at other times. The Word seems to be more alive to us and the mysteries of God seem to jump off the page. Holy Spirit is illuminating new revelation to us as our faith is being built up in the truths of God.

    These Word seasons last for however long God has determined and then we begin to notice a transition in our walk. Often the change is first noticed during our prayer and Bible study time.

    During “dry” times, the scripture doesn’t seem to be flowing off the page as it was before and can seem difficult to get anything out of the Word at all; the Teacher is silent during the test. God’s silence is a good indicator that the waves now crashing a shore have changed from the Word season of growth and learning waves to spiritual waves and a season of trial and testing.

    Holy Spirit shifts our lives into spiritual seasons so we can walk out what He has been teaching us in the Word. Perhaps you’ve heard the saying, “A man with an experience is not at the mercy of a man with an argument.” A spiritual season is to give us experiential knowledge of God’s Word and the applied knowledge truly gives us true understanding of God. Our faith isn’t faith at all until it has been tested under fire. The military knows that a battle hardened soldier is much more effective than a soldier in basic training because they’ve been in battle after battle and have endured because of the training they have received.

    Jesus taught and demonstrated the Kingdom to His disciples before He commissioned them to go out and demonstrate it. Jesus repeated the process of Word seasons and spiritual wave seasons time and time again.

     In Luke 8:1, Jesus is going from one village to another proclaiming and preaching the kingdom of God with the twelve disciples following Him. In verse 10, the disciples are told that it has been granted for them to know the mysteries of the kingdom of God meaning that they would begin to understand the Word of God and the Spirit of God and how it must work together to demonstrate the Kingdom of God.  And in Luke 9:1, the disciples are commissioned with the power and authority of Jesus to go out with demonstration and proclaim the kingdom of God. So you see, the disciples had to go and get experiential knowledge for themselves.

    These Word seasons are to build us up in our faith so we can stand strong during the spiritual seasons. Years ago during the night I heard the Father say to me, “For I know the plans that I have for you, plans for welfare and not for calamity to give you a future and a hope.” (Jeremiah. 29:11). Then He said, “God is not a man, that He should lie, nor a son of man that He should repent; has He said, and will He not do it? Or has He spoken, and will He not make it good?” (Num. 23:19)

    genesis manThe Lord repeated Jeremiah 29:11 and Numbers 23:19 all night long in this order. Twice in the night I got up out of bed, once to adjust the thermostat and once to go the bathroom and immediately afterwards, I went back to bed only to hear Him repeat the verses over and over again. This continued all night long, even as I was beginning to wake up and dozing in and out of sleep, I would hear Him cycle through these verses over and over again. The verses were waves and waves of the Word that came to me all night in order to build my faith for the spiritual season which lay ahead.

     Shortly after this wonderful night of soaking in the waves of God’s Word, I entered into the hardest and darkest spiritual battle of my Christian walk. As it got closer I could see it coming yet I couldn’t do anything to get out of the way…the spiritual season was upon me and what a spiritual test it would be!

    The company where I was working was bought out by another company in a merger that placed me under new management with the new owners. I could discern evil coming, but I couldn’t put a name on it, I just knew the spiritual atmosphere had changed and it had changed for the worse. I pressed into God like never before sensing the danger which was coming upon my life and I too wanted this cup to pass from me.

    I wasn’t alone in sensing the danger of the hour as other Christian co-workers agreed that there was an evil and demonic presence in our building which was thick, heavy and intimidating. I knew God had assigned me in the work place ministry and that I couldn’t be fired, layed-off or quit until He released me from my assignment no matter what was going to happen to me.  

     Months passed as the new management transferred me out of my position into another location farther away, making my daily commute two hours round trip thus removing me from where God has placed me to minister. Instead of complaining, I just used that extra commute time to listen to preaching tapes and to meditate on the Word. My pastor at the time, had no information of my work conditions but when he would pass me in the fellowship meetings he would say, “When you come out of this you will be promoted and much stronger.”

    The spiritual attacks got worse but I kept pressing into prayer, studying and petitioning God to teach me what He wanted me to learn through this experience. We’re ultimately tested in order to learn that God is able to bring us through anything the enemy can throw at us if we won’t give up, give in and quit.

    On Sunday, July 7, 2002, Holy Spirit gave me a verse, “His left hand [is] under my head, and His right hand doth embrace me.” (Songs 2:6) This was my rhema word, I read it over and over and meditated on it all week long.

    I knew in the Spirit that evil darkness in the earth and the demonic kingdom was trying everything in its power to take my life this week. On Thursday, July 11th while driving back from lunch, an out of control driver raced out of a parking lot headed right at the driver’s side door of my vehicle. There just happened to be a side street where I was able to take evasive actions and I wasn’t even hit. It was so miraculous, that I couldn’t even get mad at the kamikaze driver that was used as a pawn by the devil’s kingdom.

    That same night, I walked out the front door of my house and was praying to God and said, “I present my body to You as a living sacrifice and I trust You with my life, use my body for Your glory.” 

    The very next day, I was riding my motorcycle home after work, a car came rushing out of a side street right in front of me. The driver stopped in front of me as my motorcycle sped toward certain collision at over forty-five miles per hour. I had always heard everything slows down when in a death situation like this and it’s true. It just appears to slow down when in fact the human mind races with thoughts and the adrenal gland kicks in and pumps like crazy.

    cautionThe first thought that came to me was that this wasn’t God’s plan for my life because He had told me all night long that He didn’t bring calamity into my life and that He would give me a future and a hope. It didn’t take a “rocket scientist” to figure out a speeding motorcycle about to T-bone a car isn’t God’s plan for me. I said, “This isn’t God’s plan for me and I shall live and not die, I’m going over this car Lord!”

    As I pressed hard on the front and rear brake levers, my speed didn’t slow down due to the short closing distance to the vehicle. Then “bam” I heard a loud crash as the front wheel of my motorcycle impacted the vehicle and I was airborne flying high over the car in the center lane. I wasn’t wearing a helmet and I was thought I wished I had it on for the impending impact to come. I said, “Lord if I hit my head I’m dead.” All I could see was the concrete road and thinking how much this was going to hurt.

    Suddenly, I noticed that my forward direction traveling down the center lane was being changed. Some external force was moving me from the center lane over to the left lane even though I couldn’t feel anything touching me. I landed on my right shoulder and head in the middle of the far left lane. I tumbled over and over as I could hear the impact of my head on the concrete. Amazingly, I didn’t feel any pain as I thumped along the concrete. Truly His left hand [is] under my head and His right hand doth embrace me.

    After I stopped tumbling, I lay there a few seconds completing my injury inventory. I was awaiting the message of “horrendous pain” to be sent through my body notifying every member that we’re hurt really bad, but it didn’t come.

    I got up to my knees and saw the people in the passing cars starring at me. In every direction people were just as though they had been frozen where they stopped their vehicles. They didn’t know if they had just seen a person die or at best seriously injured. All but two stayed in their cars and watched as a few came rushing to my aid.

     One man ran up to me and said he used to be a paramedic and he instructed me to stay down but I just couldn’t let the enemy have a moment of satisfaction in this. What the enemy had meant for my harm had failed and he needed to see me stand up, and stand up I did! Right in the middle of the devil’s snare, I rose in victory. In some ways this was no different from Daniel in the lion’s den, he was kept safe in the midst of death and so was I.

    Right beside me in the middle lane next to where I had landed was my motorcycle, all 800 pounds of it. It had obviously flipped end over end after colliding with the car and had been in the air flying right behind me. If an angel of the Lord hadn’t moved me out of the way, I would have been crushed to death by that motorcycle.

    I walked away from the accident with a quarter sized road rash on my left elbow, a slightly separated right clavicle and a pulled groin muscle, that was it.  The groin injury was miraculously healed the following Monday night when a minister called out a word knowledge saying that someone had a groin injury.  When I heard him say that word out loud I said, “That for me!” I immediately felt the power of God heal my groin injury.

    doublemanThe traffic officer who investigated the accident asked me three times what had happened, I’d tell him and each time he would respond with, “You shouldn’t be alive! You need to go home and thank God you’re still alive!”  He went on to say that he had been investigating traffic accidents for many years and he had been in a motorcycle wreck himself and he knew this is a miracle.

     The following Saturday morning, while in prayer, the Lord said in an audible voice, “It’s the spirit of Jezebel!” Now I knew what had been the driving force behind all the evil at work and the cause of the attacks on my life for the Jezebel spirit opposes the prophet as it did with Elijah. The light had come and shined in on the darkness to reveal it and how bright the light was, I knew I had the victory!

     Early one morning, before anyone was at work, I went to the office of the person the Jezebel spirit was operating through, and I bound the spirit from manifesting in their lives at work. Always remember that our battle isn’t with flesh and blood (people) but against rulers, against powers, against the world forces of darkness, against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places. (Eph. 6:12)  We are still required to pray for those who oppose us and love them regardless of what they are saying or doing to us at the time.

    The individual the spirit of Jezebel was operating through, was on vacation at this time and didn’t return until the next day. When I saw them, they were refreshed, happy and free and they thought it was all due to being on vacation – but I knew different.

    God had built me up in the Word by sending wave after wave of His wonderful Word to sustain me in the coming spiritual battle of my life and He will do the same for you. When you have done all to stand…stand!

    Scripture References:


    Then the LORD said, “Behold, there is a place by Me, and you shall stand {there} on the rock; Ex. 33:21

    Be on the alert, stand firm in the faith, act like men, be strong. 1 Cor. 16:13

    Put on the full armor of God, so that you will be able to stand firm against the schemes of the devil. Eph. 6:11

    for now we {really} live, if you stand firm in the Lord. 1Thes. 3:8

  • Release My Word

    It was during the night some years past now but I still remember it like it was yesterday. I found myself sitting in a chair in heaven, which faced a large picture window. Through the window I could look down upon the earth as it slowly rotated in the big expanse of space.

     Then I heard Jesus speaking from directly behind me say, “There’s the problem, here’s My word!” I didn’t turn around but only focused on looking at the earth trying to see the problem He saw but it just appeared to be the same revolving earth as before He spoke.

    window-heavenThen Jesus let loose with His word and it was glorious. Everything in my spirit and ever fiber of my being was excited by Him speaking for truth. He spoke and spoke and then He stopped. I immediately jumped up out of the chair and ran over to the window and said, “And I release that into the earth!” No one told me to do that I just was so filled up with His word that I had to release it or explode.

     No sooner had I sat back down in the chair I heard Him say, “There’s the problem, here’s My word!” Once again my spirit and body were saturated with the glorious power of the Jesus speaking the word.

    “In the beginning was the word and the word was with God, and the word was God.” John 1. He spoke again as my entire being was shaking in the power of His word then stopped and as before I jumped up out of the chair and released it into the earth.

     This same process continued all of that night and then when I woke up my wife asked me if I had any dreams that night and I replied that it wasn’t a dream at all but I was in the spirit and I was taken to a room in heaven where Jesus watches over the earth, where He trains the saints how to address problems in the world we live in.

     The next night I found myself right back in the heaven, sitting in the same chair in front of the larger picture window watching the earth spin round and round. Jesus would point out problems then speak His word out loud and I would run to the window and release His word into the earth. As the first night the process lasted all night long. It was so thrilling and wonderful to hear Jesus speak forth the word. I can see why the officers that were sent to arrest Jesus returned without Him as in John 7:46 The officers answered, “Never has a man spoken the way this man speaks.”

     Now on the third night I again found myself seated in the same chair in heaven in front of the picture window that gave a perfect God eye view of the earth from His perspective. Immediately I heard Jesus begin to speak the word so powerfully as my being was caught up in the power of the Jesus who is the Word speak the Word. I started to jump up and release His words into the earth when before I could do it He stopped and said, “And I release that into the earth!”

    heaven-chair I quickly turned around for the first time to look at Him trying to understand what had just happened. Suddenly after two nights of doing this one way we’re changing now? I saw Jesus in a simple light cream colored gown walking away. Then he turned His head just enough to see me as He continued to walk away and said, “That one was for you!”

     The night ended and I woke up in my bed next to my wife answering the same question we ask every morning, “Did I have any dreams last night?” I said, “No, it wasn’t a dream, I was there with Him. He spoke His word and released into the earth for me!” Now I have to know what He spoke and released into the earth for me. When times are hard, lean even dry in the walk I always draw on this experience and say to Him, “Oh Lord that I may fulfill that which you have released in the earth for me to become!”

     I’m still in awe when I think about it. Oh saints of God what was Jesus teaching me.

     The message is simple. When we see or encounter a problem in the world we live in we’re not to say our useless words, murmur and complain or run from the problem but to find out what the word of God says concerning the situation and release it directly at the problem. We speak the word directly at the problem  as Jesus taught in Mt. 17:20 “say to the mountain.” Whatever it is that is you see wrong in your life, your relationships, your employment, your community, your nation speak the word of God over and until you see the problem removed by the power of the spoken word of God.

     “And He said to them, “Because of the littleness of your faith; for truly I say to you, if you have faith the size of a mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move; and nothing will be impossible to you.” Mt. 17:20

     Jesus wasn’t talking of the saints moving dirt or large rock formations but moving the impossible objects that oppose the plan and purposes of God in the earth from being accomplished as things are done in heaven.

     “Pray, then, in this way: ‘Our Father who is in heaven, Hallowed be Your name ‘Your kingdom come. Your will be done, On earth as it is in heaven. Mt. 6:9-10

    This is His will for you…to speak His word.

     Bro. Bill


  • Portals of Heaven, Ancient Gates

    I believe understanding the things of God is vital to walking in the fullness of what God has given us in the new covenant through Jesus Christ. I by no means have full understanding, but I do have access to the Father in heaven and so do you.

    So why talk about portals?

    The church body, for the most part, has little or no knowledge of the existence of portals and does not recognize their significance.  Historically, God has used portals in the events of man and continues to do so today.

     When we sing the verse in Psalm 24:7 about the gates or ancient doors we have no idea what we are singing about but it sounds good to our ears.  Oh saints of God, I hope that somehow I may be able to reveal  the beauty of what God is saying to us through this verse.

    “Lift up your heads, O gates,
    And be lifted up O ancient doors,
    That the King of glory may come in!” Ps. 24:7

    What are ancient doors and ancient gates?

    Ancient gates or doors are portals of access established by God from the third heaven to earth.  They are unobstructed by demonic interference in which angels travel from heaven and back again while provisions  are delivered, transportation, translation and revelation are given to man. 

    In Daniel 10:13 he is informed that the prince of the kingdom of Persia was withstanding (standing opposite) the angel for twenty one days.  Michael one of the chief princes (angels) came to help fight through the portal in the demonic land of Babylon to give Daniel understanding.

    In the book of Genesis, chapter 28, verses 10-17 the story of Jacob’s dream is recorded. “He had a dream, and behold, a ladder was set on the earth with its top reaching to heaven; and behold, the angels of God were ascending and descending on it.” Gen. 28:12 

    In verse 13 God is standing at the top of the ladder.  “And behold, the LORD stood above it and said, “I am the LORD, the God of your father Abraham and the God of Isaac; the land on which you lie, I will give it to you and to your descendants.”

    These verses are a wonderful account of how God reveals a portal in a dream to man a prophesy Jacob’s destiny to him.

    Once in praise and worship at our church, I saw a portal open above me that looked like a tornado and at the top of the swirling cloud was this face smiling and waving at me.  It only lasted a few seconds but it was a gate or ancient door that opened up for me.

     Mt. Horeb

    God established a portal from the third heaven to Mt. Horeb.

    Elijah was instructed to leave from sitting under a juniper tree to Mt. Horeb to see and hear what God had to show him. Sometimes it is necessary to leave from where you are to another place to hear or experience God; wise men still travel to see Him!

    “So He said, ‘Go forth and stand on the mountain before the LORD.’ And behold, the LORD was passing by! And a great and strong wind was rending the mountains and breaking in pieces the rocks before the LORD; {but} the LORD {was} not in the wind. And after the wind an earthquake, {but} the LORD {was} not in the earthquake.” 1 Kings 19:11

     Proverbs 8:34 teaches that a man will be blessed who sits, and waits, and listens at the Lord’s gate.

    Oh, that You would rend the heavens {and} come down, That the mountains might quake at Your presence–As fire kindles the brushwood, {as} fire causes water to boil– To make Your name known to Your adversaries, {That} the nations may tremble at Your presence! When You did awesome things which we did not expect, You came down, the mountains quaked at Your presence. Is. 64:1-3

    “Blessed is the man who listens to me, watching daily at my gates, waiting at my doorposts.”


    In Genesis 19:1 Lot is waiting at the gate of Sodom when two angels appear to him. In the ancient world, the gate of the city was not only an outlet, but also where meetings of great importance occurred.

    “And there came two angels to Sodom at even; and Lot sat in the gate of Sodom: and Lot seeing [them] rose up to meet them; and he bowed himself with his face toward the ground.”

     In Genesis 18:21 the Lord states that He will go down to investigate or scout it out for Himself to see this evil which is stinking up the heavens.  “I will go down now, and see whether they have done altogether according to the cry of it, which is come unto me; and if not, I will know.”

    The “go down” happens when the angels appear at the gate or ancient door of the city.

     Portals for Provision

    In Psalm 78:23-25, God opened the doors of heaven and fed the Hebrews in the desert the food of angels.

    “Though he had commanded the clouds from above, and opened the doors of heaven, and had rained down manna upon them to eat, and had given them of the corn of heaven, man did eat angels’ food: he sent them meat to the full.”

    Ezekiel – Portals Opened

    Now it came about in the thirtieth year, on the fifth {day} of the fourth month, while I was by the river Chebar among the exiles, the heavens were opened and I saw visions of God. Ezk. 1.1

    The hand of the LORD was on me there, and He said to me, “Get up, go out to the plain, and there I will speak to you.” So I got up and went out to the plain; and behold, the glory of the LORD was standing there, like the glory which I saw by the river Chebar, and I fell on my face. Ezk. 3:22-23

    It came about in the sixth year, on the fifth {day} of the sixth month, as I was sitting in my house with the elders of Judah sitting before me, that the hand of the Lord GOD fell on me there. Then I looked, and behold, a likeness as the appearance of a man; from His loins and downward {there was} the appearance of fire, and from His loins and upward the appearance of brightness, like the appearance of glowing metal. Ezk. 8:1-2

    Portals Over Geographical Locations


    In the second chapter of Habakkuk we see the prophet faithful to watch and to see what the Lord will say to him and that what the Lord speaks,  to write it down. Habakkuk is waiting at the place where he faithfully goes to pray and wait upon the Lord. 

    Often God will establish a portal over a geographical location after long prayer and supplication has been made by a faithful servant of God.

    “I will stand upon my watch, and set me upon the tower, and will watch to see what he will say unto me, and what I shall answer when I am reproved. And the LORD answered me, and said, Write the vision, and make [it] plain upon tables, that he may run that readeth it.” Hab. 2:1-2

    In November of 2003 after moving from the Dallas area to Central Texas (the wilderness) I felt compelled by God to desperately pray for a well to be established in our home.  Read my blog titled “When God Fills the Well”. Read When God Fill the Well

    That day, God established a portal in our home, and since then, our home hasn’t been the same. Witnessed by ourselves and others, at times, angels are seen coming and going into the earth on secret assignments as well as to bring us revelation, anointing, answers to our prayers and a sundry of things as God desires.

    The Lord has promised us, that as long as we remain at our current location, the portal will be established;  When we leave the house the portal will be removed. 

    Portals can be established in certain geographical places and some are known today in the earth such as over Jerusalem. Many Christians who travel to Jerusalem report being flooded with revelation of the things of God during supernatural experiences such as dreams, visions, transportations back and forward in time and these experiences are not uncommon.

    Many Christians visiting John Wesley’s (1703 –1791) home in England, tell that when they enter in his prayer closet, that they experience the presence of God! 

     Portals Established Over Individuals


    Portals can also be established over a person life as we find over Jesus’ life.

    And He *said to him, “Truly, truly, I say to you, you will see the heavens opened and the angels of God ascending and descending on the Son of Man.” Jn. 1:51

    “Now when all the people were baptized, Jesus was also baptized, and while He was praying, heaven was opened,” Lk. 3:21

    “While he was still speaking, a bright cloud overshadowed them, and behold, a voice out of the cloud said, ‘This is My beloved Son, with whom I am well-pleased; listen to Him!”’ Mat. 17:5

    “After being baptized, Jesus came up immediately from the water; and behold, the heavens were opened, and he saw the Spirit of God descending as a dove {and} lighting on Him, and behold, a voice out of the heavens said, “This is My beloved Son, in whom I am well-pleased.” Mat. 3:16-17 

    Apostle John

    heavenly ladderWhile John was in exile on the isle of Patmos, a portal opened and he began to receive great mysteries of things to come.  This is a great example of a portal, door or ancient gate opening between the third heaven  and a great example of how God uses a portal to establish revelation of His mysteries to man.

    “After these things I looked, and behold, a door {standing} open in heaven, and the first voice which I had heard, like {the sound} of a trumpet speaking with me, said, ‘Come up here, and I will show you what must take place after these things.”’ Rev 4:1

    “And they heard a loud voice from heaven saying to them, ‘Come up here.’ Then they went up into heaven in the cloud, and their enemies watched them.”’ Rev. 11:12

    “And I saw heavenopened, and behold, a white horse, and He who sat on it {is} called Faithful and True, and in righteousness He judges and wages war. “ Rev. 19:11

    Maria Woodworth-Etter

    There have been several ministries throughout history where God established a portal over a person, and when they ministered, revival s with signs and wonders occurred with the presence of God filling the church or even the region such as Maria Woodworth-Etter (1844–1924).

     Today’s Relevance

    In Zechariah 3, Joshua the high priest was clothed in filthy garments, standing before an angel, and the angel said, “Remove the filthy garments from him.” The angel declares that the iniquity has been taken away from Joshua and he is now clothed in festival garments and then a clean turban is placed upon his head.

    Then in Zech. 3:7 Joshua is given charge to the Lord’s court and free access to those standing there.

    “Thus says the LORD of hosts, ‘If you will walk in My ways and if you will perform My service, then you will also govern My house and also have charge of My courts, and I will grant you free access among these who are standing {here.}   ‘Now listen, Joshua the high priest, you and your friendswho are sitting in front of you–indeed they are men who are a symbol, for behold, I am going to bring in My servant the Branch (Jesus).” Zech. 3:7-8

     Heavenly Access

    Christians have been granted access through Jesus Christ to come boldly before the throne of God.  

    Paul wrote about the access to the Father by Jesus in Ephesians, “For through Him we both have our accessin one Spirit to the Father.” Eph 2:18 says, “In whom we have boldness and confident accessthrough faith in Him.” Eph. 3:12

    While reading Daniel 12:3-4 a few weeks ago, the Holy Spirit flashed inside my spirit understanding of a hidden mystery in the above two verses of scripture. 

    The context of Daniel 12 is dealing with the times which we are in now. The book was written for our time and as Daniel 12:9 Daniel is told to go his way for the words are sealed up until the end time. Verse 3 speaks of those Christians who have insight and those who will lead many to righteousness and will shine brightly like expanse of the heavens and the stars forever! 

    “Those who have insight will shine brightly like the brightness of the expanse of heaven, and those who lead the many to righteousness, like the stars forever and ever.  But as for you, Daniel, conceal these words and seal up the book until the end of time; many will go back and forth, and knowledge will increase.” Dan. 12:3-4

    How Did They Get Insight?

    mysteriesIn Daniel 12:4 the mystery is revealed, “Many will go back and forth, and knowledge will increase.”

    The back and forth speaks of believers experiencing open gates, ancient doors or portals between the third heaven and earth. Much insight in the last days will come from angels descending to believers or believers ascending to heaven and thus knowledge will increase.

     The context of these two verses is, that in the last days God will raise up some believers who will bring much revelatory insight to the body of Christ and to the world for the gathering in of the saints and lost souls.

    Much of this personal revelation will be revealed when the gates of heaven open to people and they are taught mysteries such as what is holding back revival from happening in our churches, cities and regions of the earth. There will be individuals who minister under a portal or open heaven and carry a heavy anointing upon their lives, and wherever they travel, revival will break out, miracles occur and a great harvest of end-time souls will be won to God. 

    By open portal encounters, Biblical understanding of the scriptures will come, bringing clarity to the meaning of the verses, thus bringing correction to errant doctrines in some doctrinal areas in the church today, at least to those who are willing to accept truth.  Indeed, some saints are already experiencing these open heaven encounters and speak and write about them today.

     Paul Caught Up Through a Portal

    Paul experienced great revelation just as spoken by the prophet Daniel in chapter 12:3-4. Paul heard such inexpressible words that he knew he was not permitted to speak.

    “I know a man in Christ who fourteen years ago–whether in the body I do not know, or out of the body I do not know, God knows–such a man was caught up to the third heaven.  And I know how such a man–whether in the body or apart from the body I do not know, God knows was caught up into Paradise and heard inexpressible words, which a man is not permitted to speak.”  2Cor. 12:2-4

     In Summary

    If you read the verses of Psalm 24:7, it speaks of the King coming in or coming down through the ancient gate or door and as Daniel 12:3-4 records “back and forth” of believers in third heaven experiences.  “Lift up your heads, O gates, And be lifted up, O ancient doors, That the King of glory may come in!” Ps. 24:7

    In Psalm 118:19-20 the scriptures speak of the believer entering in, “Open to me the gates of righteousness; I shall enter through them, I shall give thanks to the LORD. This is the gate of the LORD; The righteous will enter through it.” Ps. 118:19-20

     I strongly believe that as the body of Christ, that we don’t seek portals or gates or even to minister under an open heaven.  We do seek God with all our hearts, and it is by our continually seeking Him, and being faithful to His house, that portals may be established at God’s discretion for His purpose and glory. 

  • Three Point Nine Zero Years To Go

    In the early morning about 6:00 AM on January 2, 2005, while still lying in bed an angel of the Lord was dispatched to me and I heard in an announcing voice, “Three point nine years to go!”

    The voice wasn’t the Father, Jesus or Holy Spirit but an angel. I’ve never heard before then or since anyone counting years as how the angel had just stated them to me. Immediately I got up out of bed and went to my computer and counted out three point nine years. The date I came up with was November 25, 2008.

    Now the years have came and went and allot of things have changed in the earth. I have pondered over this so much over the years just quietly listen to see if the Lord would reveal anything else about this date.
    During this period another angel was dispatched to me early one morning. I saw him in the spirit coming up the alley behind our house pushing a buggy used for delivering packages. He was dressed as a postman in an old wool uniform. He stopped his buggy, reached in and selected a manila envelope. Then he turned and came through the back gate and walk up to the back door and knocked. I opened the door and he handed me the manila envelope and said, “Special delivery!”
    Then I awoke and got up out of bed and went downstairs to my secret place to seek what the Father had just delivered to me. I opened my bible to Daniel 8:19 He said, “Behold, I am going to let you know what will occur at the final period of the indignation, for {it} pertains to the appointed time of the end 
    Immediately, I understood how to map out the Leviticus feast and unravel the mystery of the timeline give in Daniel. I will release that revelation in another blog in the near future.  The main thing I want to share in this blog is that Jesus said, “For the coming of the Son of Man will be just like the days of Noah. Mt. 24:37
    When you study the timeline of the flood the bible says the flood began on the seventeenth day of the second month. Since this is pre-levitical this is the secular calendar and not the Jewish religious calendar. This occurs in the month or Heshvan, which begins this year, is the 15th November in the Julian calendar. 
    This past Wednesday morning, October 22, 2008, while lying in bed, I heard in the spirit one “click”.  It sounded like a latch had closed. I awoke and rose up in bed and listened in the natural but heard nothing but the stillness of the night. 
    I was very puzzled and began to seek the Father as to what it meant. Then later during the day I felt like I should look at the countdown calendar to see if this “click” could be of any significance to the three point nine year countdown. 
    There is was, thirty-six days to go to November 25, 2008. A tenth of a year is 36 days. The click was the last click before in the countdown the angel had given me. Also, October 22, 2008 was the first day after the last day of the Feast of Booths. Then the “click” I heard in the spirit and 36 days later will conclude the three point nine year countdown.  


    All the years I’ve wondered about this and told only a handful of people and now we are so close to something, which will initiate natural and spiritual events spoken of in Daniel. 


    If you watch any news you couldn’t help but notice that the world economy is in a desperate death spiral. What could be next? There are so many things we could speculate about but the most likely could be Israel attacks Iran. Think about it, if Obama is elected president Israel will certainly feel pressure to do something before he takes office. Currently the Israeli government is in chaos. The world economy is poised to crash. Iran continues to threaten Israel, United Kingdom and the US as well as the many terrorists who would like nothing better than strike the free world countries.

    In the near future I will begin to share with you other mysteries God has given me for these times. The only delay has been due to the church’s unwillingness to listen. When I’m released by the Father I will show you the mysteries in the scriptures of the timeline of Christ return. 

    Keeping watching, be vigilant, pray always, and make preparation as the Bride of Christ, for we are entering into dangerous times…indeed, like the earth has never known.

     In Christ Service, 

     Bro. Bill


  • Holy Dreams Given After Brad’s Passing (Move On But Remember!)

    On September 3, 2008, Brad passed away five months ago to the day. We still have moments from time to time but shortly after his passing God did give the family some dreams to help heal and show his marvelous love for us. Our hope is that when you read these dreams you will see how Holy Spirit comforts and confirms that the righteous are truly loved and taken care of in the marvelous, illuminating light and love of the eternal God. God assured us that Brad was in heaven and having a BLAST!!!!! WOW!

    New Dreams Added -Update 10-14-09

    These two dreams came to Wendy and Jodie on the same night. Pretty remarkable when you think about it. What an amazing God we have.

    Wendy’s Dream:

    brad-montagueI dreamed that the “O” was all spending time together and someone looked over and said, “LOOK!”  We all looked & there was a large Egyptian-looking tomb with steps leading up out of it.  We saw a man’s figure walking out of it.  I looked closer and said, “THAT’S BRAD!”  He was wearing khaki shorts and his green island shirt he used to wear on the cruises.  He was smiling and walking towards us.  We all stared stunned, of course.

    He walked up to me and smiled real big and said, “Hi Pook!”  I said, “HI!”  He hugged me real big.  We felt such love for each other but it was like a very special brother-sister type of love.  He looked at Chris and said, “Hey guy!  How’s it going for you two?”  Chris looked dumbfounded and said, “It’s going great!”  Brad laughed and playfully said, “That’s awesome!  I’m very happy for you!  And hey, why don’t you wipe that silly look off your face!”  We all started to laugh.  He knew we were in shock, he was just being funny…like Brad!

    I looked over at Bill and he had his phone out video taping everything.  He had started videoing the minute he saw Brad walking out of the tomb.  He said, “I want all of this documented as proof for people to see!”  I said, “Hurry everyone!  Hug him before he has to leave!  He probably can’t stay long!”  Brad said, “Actually I got a 3-day pass!  I get to stay and visit for 3 days.”  I said, “Really?!  You can do that?!”  He laughed and said, “Yes I can.  I missed all of you and requested it, so here I am.”  We were all so excited.  He took turns spending time with each individual member of the “O”, talking privately with Mom, with Jas, with Jo, with Bill.  He played with Mollee and told her how big she had gotten & how beautiful she was.

    He looked around and said, “Where’s Caleb?”  I said, “OH!  He’s taking a nap inside!  C’mon let’s surprise him!”  Brad smiled so big, excited to see him.  We walked into a dark room and I said, “Wait out here!”  I went in & told Caleb, “Hey Bud, wake up!  I have someone that wants to see you.”  Caleb sat up and rubbed his eyes.  Brad walked in and smiled SO big.  He stretched out his arms and said, “TA-DA!!!!”  Then sat down by Caleb on the bed.  Caleb looked at him in disbelief, then he started to cry and wrapped his arms around Brad in a big hug.  They hugged for a long time.

    Later that night, I told Chris, “Do you think he’s really still here?!”  We went to check and Brad was laying on the floor, asleep, on a pallet.  I touched him and said, “Brad…are you asleep?”  He blinked and said, “Yeah what’s up?”  I said, “I was just making sure you were still here..and not…gone again.”  He smiled & said, “No Pook…I’m here for 2 more days.”

    A few days later we were at church after Brad had gone back to Heaven.  I was taking Bill’s phone around to person after person showing them the video saying, “LOOK!  Heaven is SO real!  Your loved ones are ALIVE!  You will see them again!”

    This was a wonderful, LIFE-LIKE dream.  It was SO good to see Brad!

    Jodie’s Dream 10-14-09

    dream journalI cant tell you how this has blessed me. I had been thinking about him alot lately and talking to God about how much I missed him. Night before last I dreamed I was walking along side a river. It was Spring time and I was taking real deep breaths of air because the smell of flowers was so strong. Birds were chirping. I could feel the grass under my bare feet. When I stopped to look at the water I heard grass crunching like someone walking up behind me. I turned around and it was Brad. He was walking kinda slow and was grinning from ear to ear…lol….I can still see it. I said in excitment,”Brad! Oh my Gosh!” I began to cry and as he approached me he put his hand up in a manor to say “hold on a minute”…and he said, “Now whats that all about, Sis???” I said, “Brad I’ve just missed you so much..we all have! I cant believe Im standing here talking to you…I wish everyone was here!” He put his hand on my arm and said,”Sis, I have so much love…I feel so much love…like I’ve never felt before.” I smiled and said,”I am so happy for you Brad.” He looked down a minute as if he heard something and then looked right up into my eyes. He said,”Jo….that’s what its about…Love. That’s what it was all about….Love….”
    ….Then I woke up….I knew right away what “it” was. The whole process of why he went to Heaven and didnt stay. It was so awesome and I have such peace about the whole thing. I didnt know I needed it, but I have it now! lol….



     brad beachI was walking into a house I had never been in before but was somehow familiar…As soon as I opened the front door and stepped inside I heard Brad laugh and it startled me! I started toward the door I thought I heard him in and he walked passed the door way with a platter in his hands. As he walked by he was smiling and talking to someone sitting at a table. I wanted to go in, but couldn’t. I thought inside,”But I want to talk to him! I want him to know I’m here!” He looked up from the table toward me and said, “In time, but not right now.” He turned and kept talking to whoever he was visiting with…





     I woke her up this morning for school and she turned her face into the pillow and said, “No I’m not through yet…!” I knew she was still in dream mode……she opened her eyes and looked at me and smiled and said…”Uncle Brad is proud of me..”  I said “huh?” She said Uncle Brad told me he was so proud of me for making right choices….I said,”Did you dream about Uncle Brad?” and she said,”Yes! and you woke me up and I wasn’t through!” I said,”what was he doing?” she said, “I didn’t see him but I could smell him and hear him…”   Wahhhhhhh….  OH! and she said he was holding my hand!


    brad cruise









    Bill’s Dream About Brad

    I walked up to a door that was shut. I knew Brad was in there. I pushed open the door a slight bit and peeked in. I saw Brad lying on the left side of the room in a hospital bed with his head and feet pointed away from us.  Someone came and placed a mattress that just fit the doorway opening so we couldn’t go in or see much. I did see a bright light that was coming in through an east facing window.  It shone on Brad brightly.  We tried to see him two or three more times but he was gone.







    Wendy’s Dream About Brad

     Early this morning I dreamed that my phone rang.  I looked at it and it said “Pook calling”.  (Which was Brad’s name in my phone).  I stared at it in disbelief & started trembling.  I answered & said “Hello?”  Brad said, “Hey Baby, it’s me!”  I was completely stunned & said “Wow.  Hi.”  He said, “Listen, I only have a minute but I wanted to tell you that it’s glorious here!!  No words could ever describe it!”  I was still in such shock.  I said, “Really?!”  He said, “Oh yes…and Baby, it’s true.  When you get here, there is a schooling.  Some people get here and they think they know truth, but they don’t.”  Then he said with such excitement, “But, when I got here.. I KNEW!  I knew truth!  What I knew WAS TRUE!  Don’t ever wonder, Babe, because it’s TRUE!”  I said, “How did you call me?!”  He laughed & said, “I have no idea.  They just said you had sent me a couple of text messages and that it would be good for you to hear from me.”  (Twice at moments I missed Brad so much I sent him a text just to see his name in my inbox)  I said, “I love you so much & I miss you!”  He said, “I love you too…and I’ll see you soon!  I have to go now.”  I said, “Ok.”  Then he said, “OH WAIT!”  He chuckled like he was tickled about something & said, “Tell Mom…” and he started singing “The sun’ll come out tomorrow…”  As he sang it faded out until I couldn’t hear him anymore.


     To read more about Brad click here Its About the Testimony

    I hope you have seen a side of God that you didn’t know before. He truly is LOVE and not only LOVE but ETERNAL LOVE!

    Bro. Bill

  • Powers and Principalities


    tophatIn October of 2004, I was in an intense time of seeking God and was given a dream where I saw people in San Francisco starting a new political campaign. They were clamoring about making a banner and they had several hats they wanted to attach to the banner. One of the hats was a WW1 army helmet and one was a top hat like the old politicians used to wear, they wanted to split one of the hats and decided on the cutting the top hat in half. Afterwards they commented how good it looked after they cut it in half 


    The WW1 helmet represents and old world warring power and the top hat represents a political movement. The top hat being cut in half means the political power was to be shared between the east and west coast but the warring power was kept in one piece.

    Then I saw the political powers seated at a table in San Francisco facing across the entire span of the country as they were interviewing all the political leaders seated at a table in New York.   Both tables had all the highest ranking political, government, judicial and religious leaders represented. 
     The position which was being interviewed for was for the police chief.  They ask, “Who wants this power we are offering?” One by one the governor, mayor and police chief turned it down until it came to a man wearing a Pope’s hat (MITRE) and he said, “I want this power!” 


    He was asked do you really want this power or do you just want to come out here and eat in our fine restaurants? He responded, “I want this position.” I was amazed that all the others present had turned this down but the religious leader wanted this evil power at all cost.

    ww1 helmetThen I taken by the Spirit to the upstairs landing of our home and was caught in between the powers of the principalities of the West coast and the East coast offering this evil power. When I took one step in front of a window at the top of our landing, I was immediately being sucked in by the powerful force of incredible evil. It sounded like a raging jet engine and it tried to pull me into its evil grasp.  I felt the sting of thousands of needle-like objects hitting my skin as I cried out to Jesus with all my strength! Then the jet engine revved up even harder,  I couldn’t get free from it and began to lose my strength to even speak.

    Inside of my being I was crying out “Jesus, Jesus” and prayed in the Spirit over and over again yet there was no one to help me. I felt strength leaving my body and I knew if it did, I would be consumed by this evil power. Suddenly, I was thrown back into my bed with a bounce by the Spirit, I was startled yet glad to be free from that evil force. I looked at the clock and it was 3:16 AM, I began to quote John 3:16 over and over again.

    If this had not have been a God-given experience, I would have to classify it as a horrible nightmare but with God I know I’m safe and He will not do anything to harm me. I told my wife, “You never know when you lay down at night what the Spirit of the Lord has for you but you can rest in knowing that He is Sovereign and we can trust Him always.”

    city hallIn 2004, Gavin Newsom, the mayor of San Francisco gained national attention in 2004 when he directed the city clerk to issue marriage licenses to same-sex couples, and later that same year the California Supreme Court voided them. As recent as a few months ago, the California Supreme Court struck down the ban on gay marriages and the mayor quoted from the front of City Hall as a gay couple was married on June 16 of this year saying, “As California goes, so goes the nation!” Now the chant by many gay citizens in the streets of California is, “In all 50 states!”

    Even before the official date of June 16, 2008, the governor of New York said that New York would honor the gay marriages in California. Truly they have been sucked into the power of this principality.

    California has been the leader to this nation in trends, styles, laws, political issues, market place, media, movies, fashion and much more for many years and all of it is due to the principality, which rules over the region and wants to gain influences in all of America.

    Now you know why!

    Please don’t think I’m gay bashing by any means, I promise you I am not and never will. I am not talking about gay issues here at all but the result of the evil spiritual influences that all mankind have been up against and how they work to gain influences at the highest level of our governments just as they have always ruled this world since the fall of Adam.

    Pray for our nation, pray for our leaders, pray that the church will wake up and come out from among the influence of evil and do as the word says in Rev. 18:4 “I heard another voice from heaven, saying, “Come out of her, my people, so that you will not participate in her sins and receive of her plagues.”

    See scripture references:

    Rom 8:38-39 For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

    Eph. 6:12
    For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high [places]. v. 13 Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.

    Col. 1:16 For by him were all things created, that are in heaven, and that are in earth, visible and invisible, whether [they be] thrones, or dominions, or principalities, or powers: all things were created by him, and for him:

    Col 2:15 [And] having spoiled principalities and powers, he made a shew of them openly, triumphing over them in it.

    Eph. 3:10 To the intent that now unto the principalities and powers in heavenly [places] might be known by the church the manifold wisdom of God,